I Wont Forget you (Sequel to Ride The Wind)

Chapter Four: Andy

Yes I had walked away. Yes I didn't want to see him, it would bring back the memories of his promises, and everything else, and me crying and being weak. I have became stronger, and I don't want to cry in front of him. Id loose all dignity I had. I sat in my Toyota my dad had left me in the parking lot with my radio on, and my windows up. The Who Behind Blue Eyes played.
Someone beat on my window, and I turned meeting green eyes and brown eyes, I rolled down my window and turned my music down "What" I snapped, and Rikki jumped Lissa sighed "Rikki she is having... Anger Management " she whispered he nodded and smiled "Andy how have you been?" He smiled, I shrugged "Good."
Thats when I saw Bret, Bobby and asshole coming our way, my heart went fast and I put the truck in first and sped out of there burning rubber.. I left tire marks.
When I got home I busted my door open and ran up my stairs, crying I kicked my wall and didn't realize I had put a small hole in it, I went to my bathroom and looked in the mirror, my eyeliner ran down my face and I looked awful. I feel awful for what I did to Rikki, Lissa and Luca I shouldn't of sped out of there.
I sighed and went down stairs, Lucifer was on the counter of the kitchen, Bullet was laying in his little bed, I grabbed my whisky and started drinking.

" Jack Daniels if you please knock me to my knees
Your the only friend there's has ever been that didn't do me wrong
Jack Daniels if you please knock me to my knees
You can kill this pain that's driving me insane since my babies gone" I screamed with David Allan Cole, I was tipsy. Or over tipsy.
"Cigarettes and whiskey calm my shaking hands
I just lost a lover to a one night stand
Something temporary to late I had to learn
Someone from her past sure it couldn't last a bridge she couldn't burn" I sang and picked up Lucifer who meowed. I started dancing with him.
"Jack Daniels if you please knock me to my knees
Your the only friend there's has ever been that didn't do me wrong
Jack Daniels if you please knock me to my knees
You can kill this pain that's driving me insane since my babies gone."
I sniffed and said to Luci "Maybe I should go apolo-logize" I huccuped "To Rikki, Luca, and Lissa" I slurred, and dropped Luci to the ground.
I grabbed my keys and whistled -or tried to- for Bullet "Come on boi, we going to see Lissa and Luca" I said, and we went out the door, I pulled out Bud Light and drunk it I pulled out my pills from the dash and took one, I smirked and lit up a cigarette.
" Country music singers
Have always been a real close family
But lately some of my kinfolk
Have disowned a few others and me
I guess it's because
I kinda changed my direction
And Lord, I guess I went
And broke their family tradition
They get on me want to know
Hank, why do you drink?
Hank, why do you roll smoke?
Why must you live out
The songs that you wrote?" I sang -drunkenly- and Bullet howled. I laughed and pulled up at Lissa and Luca's I slammed the door running up to the door with Bullet, I slammed open the door and screamed.
"Hey bitches I'm back!" I yelled, and Lissa's eyes got big, Rikki was looking at me like I had five heads, Bobby and Bret we're laughing, Luca was in shock and C.C.- looked like he saw a ghost.
I froze and started backing out the door I yelled "Bullet come on!" And as I turned around someone touched my shoulder, I turned and punched him, he held his nose, and Bullet growled as C.C. looked at me.
"Oh my God. I cant- I-" my heart started racing and my eyes rolled back as I went falling to the ground.