Cracks in our Souls [BWWM]

3.Drama

After stopping by the house I took a shower and changed my clothes. I left out for school shortly after. Thank goodness Gareth let me use his car because I was going to be lost. I was just getting my books and class so I wasn't going to be gone long. Gareth didn't seem to care at all and was going to sleep on the couch.

My stomach growled and I knew I should have gotten more the fruit. I wanted to stop at the store I was at earlier but I wasn't sure. Will it's been a while maybe the other two are gone.

I pulled over and looked into the store. The boy was there but the girl was gone, it was two other boys in her place. I stepped out fixing my dress, my dad got it for me before I left. It was blue with pink flowers over it and yellow sandals that matched.

I walked into the store and walked to the sandwiches. The two boys didn't notice me but the blond one looked at me and shuck his head. He turned from me to his friends.

"Need help?" A dark hair boy asked.

I looked at the ground staring at my shoes.

"No." I said softly.

"Alright." The boy said.

I looked up and the blond boy was looking at me again. This was a mistake, I shouldn't came in here. I felt stupid, like I couldn't talk or look at anyone. I closed the freezer taking a tuna sandwich with me.

I walked to the blond boy and he rang me up. I took my change and he looked me over again.

"Thank you." I grabbed my sandwich and walked to the door.

My phone rang loud making them look at me.

"Hello?" I said stopping at the door.

"Violet we're having a party to night. Stop at the store a get some alcohol." Gareth voice said.

"What? Why are we having a party? I have to be at school at 8:00." I said letting the door close.

"Because your my cousin I want you to have fun." He said laughing.

"I'm not really the partying type of person." I said turn to face the three boys.

I kept my eyes to the ground and my voice low trying to avoid there attention.

"Lighten up baby cousin, it's going to be fun." He hung up before I could protest again.

I put the phone down and looked up seeing they where looking at me. I tried to walk away but my phone rang again stopping me. I put the phone to ear turning away.

"Hello?" I said not looking at the name.

"Hey babe." George voice said low.

"Hey, is something wrong?" I said.

"I'm going to becoming out there in two days okay. We need to talk about us." He said still whispering.

"Why are you whispering? What's wrong with us? I've been gone only a few hours now." I said feeling a little panicked.

"I don't want to say this over the phone, that's why I need to talk with you in person." He said low.

"Are...are you dumping me?" I asked looking up.

I waited for a answer, even if I did know the truth.

"Are you?" I asked again.

His silence told me everything, I guess I wanted to know why more then anything.

"Why? I've been with you since I was fourteen." I said feeling sadness now.

"Come on Violet, I can't be with someone I can't see or touch."He said talking louder.

I dropped my phone from my ear and hit the speaker button. I felt stunned, shocked, disgusted and my not sure if my disgusted with him or me.

"Violet, I love you but how could this ever work. The seconded you choose school over me it was over. I can't love from a far." He said harshly.

"No, I understand. You should just move on and I'm sorry I made you feel second." I was crying now and I knew it.

"Are you going to be okay?" He asked as I herd a girls voice in the phone.

"I'm fine and I hope you find what you're looking for." I said keeping my voice from shacking.

"Alright, if you ever want to, you know have sex again, just call." He said hanging up.

I just looked at my phone for a second. Watching the tears fall, I couldn't feel anything. It's been about 10 hours since I left home. It was only 9:26 and it's turned this terrible. I will get my books tomorrow, I just want to go to bed.

"You okay?" A voice said.

I forgot I was standing in the middle of a store. I looked up at the three boys watching me. I turned my back to them and cleaned my face. I didn't want there pity and I didn't want them to see anymore of me.

"Fine." I pushed the door open and walked out.

I dragged my feet to the car and stopped in front of it. I almost forgot that Gareth want drinks for his party. I walked back to the store pushing the door open. I walked to the alcohol and grabbed something's. I took them to the blond hair boy and he started ringing the stuff up.

"You okay?" He asked.

I looked at him, into his eyes and I could tell he didn't really care.

"Do you care?" I asked.

He raised his eye brow and looked me over. I was sick of him looking me over like a was exhibit in a museum.

"No I don't, I mean you like being a pushing over." He said with a smirk.

I looked at him and for a second I wanted to yell at him. But he wasn't worth it, I didn't know him and I was never going to be friends with him.

"You don't know me and you don't know my life." I said grabbing the heavy bag.

"I'll take it to your car." A brown haired boy said.

He took it from me and stood next to me waiting for me to walk.

"Don't judge me, if you don't understand me." I said to the blond boy.

His smirk turned into a frown as I turned to walk away. The other boy followed behind me and I opened the car door for him. He placed the bag down and looked at me. Maybe he wanted a tip or something. I reached into my purse grabbing three euros.

"I don't have much money but here." I offered it to him.

"Naw it okay, just wanted to help you. I'm Mason and you are?" He asked reaching his hand to me.

"I'm Violet, nice to meet you." I said taking his hand.

This was kind of weird to me. Why was he talking to me? Why is he being so nice? I hope he wasn't trying to pick me up.

"I just thought maybe you need a friend." He said touching my shoulder.

"Yeah, thanks." I said getting into the car.

He closed the door and walked back into the store. I looked at the store and it made me think of something. I need a job and soon.