Cracks in our Souls [BWWM]

9.Ex

The rest of the morning was quite till David got here. He was always funny to me so I spend the rest of the day laughing.

"Violet, come here." David yell from like 8 inches away.

"I'm right here, what's up?" I asked looking at him.

"So you and Logan." He said laughing.

"No, no me and Logan." I said pushing him.

He laughed at me and smiled.

"Did Leanna tell you?" I asked him.

"Don't blame her, once I'm inside of her she'll say anything." He said laughing.

"You're gross, I don't want to hear about that." I said punching him in the shoulder.

I headed to the back to take a breather and ran into Logan. He was sitting in a chair drinking a beer.

"Hey." I said surprising him.

"Oh hey." He said standing up.

"Why are you back here? Shouldn't you be working?" I asked pulling my shirt off showing my tank top.

I walked to the only locker back here and pulled out a different tank top. Logan turned his back to me took a sip of his beer. I glanced at him thinking of our kiss earlier.

"I'm going to change my shirt." I said not looking at him.

"Okay, I won't look." He covered his eyes smiling.

I removed my tank top and reached for my other one. I pulled it dropping soda on my bra. It was soaking wet and cold so I unhooked it. I took it off and threw it in the locker. I used my old tank top I dry myself when David called Logan. He quickly stood and looked at me.

He looked down at my breast with his eyes wide. I was shocked but quickly covered my chest with my arms.

"I'm sorry." He said turning his head.

I pulled on my shirt and he walked out the room fast. Dame it I didn't want that to happen. What if he thinks I did it on purpose? Or I'm throwing myself at him. I put on my work shirt and walked to the small sink.

"Violet!" David called.

"Coming." I said walking out.

I cleaned any dirt off of my shirt as I walked in.

"Yeah." I said looking up to see George standing in front of David.

I looked to Logan who was looking at George angry.

"Violet." George said walking to me with open arms.

He reached for me but I backed away pushing his arms away.

"What do you want?" I asked him.

"To talk to my girlfriend." He whispered to me.

"Last time I checked you broke up with. That makes you my ex and nothing more." I said folding my arms.

A customer walked in and Mason was behind him.

"Hey guys, Violet what's going on?" He asked looking at George.

"Is there a problem?" Mason asked walking to David.

"We're waiting to see if it's a problem." David said to Mason.

"Can we talk outside?" He asked and I looked to Logan.

When he nodded I looked to Mason.

"Can we go to the back?" I asked Mason.

"Why are you asking him?" George said loud.

"Because this is my store and she works for me." Mason said walking to me.

He gave George a hard stare and George turned to face him. David walked to his side and Logan stood next to me. I reached my arm out touching Masons shoulder. He looked at me and handed Logan the keys.

He touched my hand and I removed it from him. I followed Logan and George followed me. He unlocked the back door and pulled me to him.

"If you need something just yell okay?" He said to me.

I looked at him and he smiled at me.

"I'll be fine." I said smiling back to me.

I walked out and George followed me.

"What was that?" George asked as Logan closed the door.

"It was nothing but it's none of your business you dick." I snapped back at him.

He looked at me shocked but then smiled at me. He walked to me trying to hug me but I moved back.

"You changed sweetie and I like it." He said grabbing my waist.

I pushed him away but he tightened his grip on me.

"Let me go." I said pushing at him.

"Violet come on now, I had a moment of weakness. I love you and I always have. We can just throw away all those years over a mistake."

"No you threw away all those years not me. Then you act like a just a slut you can fuck whenever you want to. It's over and it's staying that way, I've moved on." I said pushing him off of me.

He looked at the ground for a moment then up to me.

"Do you remember when your mom died? Who was there for you? I was everyday, I was there for you. Anything and everything you wanted and need." He said walking to me.

I felt anger, how dare he use my mother as a weapon against me.

"How dare you say anything about her. I want you gone now, it's over and that is it too it." I walked pass him and the tears started.

I haven't been thinking of her much lately. I pulled the door opened and waited for him to walk in. He came in and I pointed him to the front.

"I love you and I know you best." George said walking away.

I walked into the store and the guys looked at me. Leanna and Jessica walked in with Leanna hold Justin. There smiles faded away when they saw me crying.

"What's wrong babe?" Jessica said.

They both ran to me hugging me but I didn't return it.

"Want to talk?" David said wrapping his arm around my shoulders.

I nodded to them and Mason walked to the door locking it. David walked me to the back and the other followed. Leanna handed the baby to Logan and sat down. Since it's only 5 chairs I sat on Jessica's lap and she hugged me. The room turn silent waiting for me to talk.

It's been a long time since I told this story and I always tried my best to never think about it. I took a deep breath and cleaned my face on more time.