Cracks in our Souls [BWWM]

13.Why?

I looked at him thinking about why on Gods green earth do I like him? He is the worst ass hole. He was turning me into him every day. I'm yelling at people, hitting people, standing up for myself, dressing like a grown woman, being independent. He was turning me into a... Better me.

I walked closer to him but his face still was sad. I shouldn't forgive him for what happened last night but I couldn't stay mad at him. He looked so cute and sad but more because I found out why I like him.

"I think I know why I have a crush on you." I said low.

"Why?" He asked moving closer to me.

He stood directly in front of me now. I could feel his body heat and it made my body spark to life.

"Because.." I couldn't get the words out.

He was to close and I could smell him now. I looked to the ground trying to get some self control. Why is this happening? Why am I reacting like this? His hand cupped my chin pulling my head up. He bent down with our lips inches away.

"Tell me why?" He whispered.

His breath hit my lips and my legs almost gave out. I wobbled and he grabbed my waist.

"Do you like me because I make you angry?" He said softly kissing my lips.

"Or because I made you fight?" He kissed my neck, pulling me into him.

"Is it because I made you yell?" He said softly nibbling my neck.

I let out a low moan and he picked up one of my legs. My back fit the table and his hand traveled up my bare leg. He gripped my butt squeezing it hard, he pulled back to look me in the eyes.

"Or is it because I can make you scream?" He whispered to my lips.

I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him into a kiss. I parted my lips and his tongue slipped in message mine softly. His other hand gripped my bottom and I wrapped my legs around him. He walked us to his room as he pushed me down on his erection.

I moan into his mouth and he smiled. He suddenly dropped me to his bed and turned me around. I sat on my hands and knees as he pushed my hair to one side. He unzipped my dress and pulled me up. He removed my dress then unsnapped my bra.

It fell to the bed and he tossed it aside with my dress. I tried to turn to him but he stopped me. He put my hands on the bed and slowly rubbed his hand over my right butt cheek.

"After today no one is allowed to touch you but me, understand?" He asked.

I didn't answer him because he couldn't expect me to believe he's in love with me now. His hand hit my butt a little hard making me arch my back into him. I let out a moan and he pulled me on to his erection harder.

"Understand?" He said again.

I moan again at how strong his voice was and he spanked me again. I let out a cry of pleasure and he spanked me again.

"Yes, I understand." I cried out.

He turned me around and looked at my breast. He pulled his shirt off and stood.

"Take your panties off." He demand.

I stood on the other side of the bed slowly pulling them off. I watched as he removed his clothes. His erection spurge free and I stared at it. He was big, bigger then I expected. I crawled on the bed still looking at his erection. I gripped the base of it and let my tongue slid up it.

He grabbed me and pushed me back. I laid there waiting for him. I heard the sound of a condom wrapper and he sat between my legs. He pushed into me slowly making me moan. He pushed deeper into me almost making me scream.

He moved in me slowly, pulling all the way out and pushing in hard. I felt my rise coming every time he slammed into me. He grabbed my waist flipping me till I sat on him. His blue eyes stared into mine as I moved my hips into small circles.

He grabbed my hips tight helping me bounce on him. I felt my rise coming again and my head fell back. He sat up in a sitting position. He grabbed my hair forcing me to look at him. I moved my hips and he did the same. My climax hit making me scream out, he pulled me kissing me hard. He jerked and shutter his release making low grunts.

He buried his face in my neck as we both tried catching our breath. His phone buzzed on the floor and I reached for it. He laid on his back with me on top of him. I handed it to him and he picked it up.

"Hello." He said looking at me.

He smiled at me and I blushed back to him.

"No." He smacked my butt making me move forward.

"Listen Blair I'm not interested in you anymore. So just move on or I don't care what you do." He hung up just when my phone rang.

I hoped it was school or work just anyone but Thomas. In this perfect moment I forgot about him. Logan grabbed my phone and handed it to me.

"Hello." I said nervous on what to say.

"Babe how are you?" George said.

I was confused why was he calling me. I made it clear I didn't like him.

"Why are you calling me George? I made it clear that it's over." I said getting angry.

Logan snatched the phone from me and listened to whatever George was say.

"She doesn't love you, don't call my girl again." He hung up and handed me the phone.

I couldn't hide the big stupid smile on my face. He called me his girl. The phone buzzed again and he took it from me.

"Hello."Logan said angry.

He smiled and started to laugh.

"Alright I'm coming back, I'll tell her to come to." He said rubbing his hand up my side.

He handed me the phone and I could hear Mason laughing.

"Mason?" I said smiling.

I put the phone on speaker.

"I knew this was going to happen, Jessica they did have sex." Mason yelled.

"That was quick, I guess I owe you a blow job." Jessica said.

"I don't care what you two are doing but get your ass to work. I cant trust Rowan and Conner to watch Justin to long." He said hanging up.

I moved to get up but Logan held me still. He moved my hips and then I remember that he was still inside of me.

"We still got time." He said pulling me into a kiss.

We didn't really have time but I'll make time for this.