Cracks in our Souls [BWWM]

6.Just Dont Look

We started down the stairs and I noticed how nice this house was. I looked as Leanna and Jessica kept smiling at me.

"If you two keep doing that there going to know something's wrong." I said stopping them.

"Sorry, but I forgot why is liking Logan a bad thing?" Leanna asked and Jessica agreed with her.

"Because me and him don't really get along. If I do like him, which I don't he'll never feel the same way. The guy thinks I'm a idiot and weak on top of that." I said pulling them to walk again.

We reached the bottom and all five of the guys stood talk to each other.

"Where's Justin?" I asked Jessica.

"He's sleep in Rowan's room, so let try not to wake him." She said walking over to Mason.

Mason turned and kissed her sweetly and David kissed Leanna. I guess it was sweet for them more sexy then it should be but whatever. Conner hugged me followed by Mason and David. I avoided looking at Logan not wanting it to be true that I like him.

"Feeling better I see." Logan said stopping in front of me.

I looked at him and I knew it, I liked him. His blue eyes almost made me blush but I turned away from him.

"Yeah, thanks for helping me." I said glancing at him.

"No problem." He said tapping my shoulder.

His touch made me shiver but he removed his hand and stepped away. I looked at him smiling but he didn't return it like I knew he wouldn't. I wanted him to smile at me show me his pretty white teeth. What am I saying? I must be crazy?

"You car is at the store, I'll drive you back to get it." He said as David walked to me.

He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and Leanna wrapped her arm around my waist.

"Yeah you're staying with us tonight. With your cousin being gone and you being hurt we can't let you leave." David said ruffling my hair being mindful of my cut.

I looked at Leanna and she gave me a confused look.

"Thanks." I said looking at Logan.

He didn't seem to care at all. He just texted on his phone slightly nodding.

"Come on well get your stuff." Jessica said grabbing my arm.

She pulled me upstairs and Leanna followed. We walked into the same room as before and I sat down. They both stood in front of me watching me. I took a deep breath and looked at them.

"I know I like him." I said confused with my words.

"I don't know why but my heart was slightly fluttering in my chest." I said looking at them.

I grabbed my shoes and worked on the laces as they talked.

"Maybe it's a passing thing, it could just be a crush." Jessie said.

"Maybe." Leanna said.

I grabbed my purse and we walked back down stairs. I said my goodbyes to everyone and walked out. David and Leanna got into there car and I followed Logan to his. I sat down and he got into the driver seat still texting.

"How about we just get your car in the morning?" He said not looking at me.

"Okay that's fine." I said staring at him.

I just watched as his blond hair fell over his face and the small lie he gave the phone. He looked up suddenly and it looked away quickly.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" He asked turning on the car.

"Nothing." I said seating back.

He pulled off and I couldn't help but glance at him. He didn't look at me and that made me worry about my problem more.

"Got something to say?" He said turning to me.

"Why do you say that?" I asked nervous.

"You keep looking at me." He said stopping at a red light.

"Oh... Just want to make sure you're okay." I said clearly lying.

He gave me a confused look then turned back to the road. He pulled off and we're quite was the rest of the time. Other then me glancing at him and him glancing at his phone. We stopped in front of a house and I spotted David's car.

They must have beat us here because they were gone. I heard a phone ring and Logan answered it.

"Hey, Jillian." He said smiling.

I looked at him and watched as his mouth moved. He had cute pink full lips that curved up.

"What's wrong?" He asked putting the phone down.

"Nothing." I said shacking my head.

He just looked at me for a moment and I instantly got lost in his blue eyes. He rolled his eyes and huffed out loud. He reached over me making his arm touch my stomach softly. He pulled the handle and pushed the door open.

"The house is right there, I don't know why your scared. I'll sit right here still you walk in." He said putting the phone back to his ear and I stepped out. I walked to the door and walked in.

I didn't see the other two so I walked in coming into a kitchen.

"Hello?" I said putting my purse down.

"Oh yeah, Vi your room is the middle one." David yelled from I guessing the first room.

"Alright goodnight." I said to him.

"Goodnight." David and Leanna said together followed by laughter.

I sat down and looked at my phone. One missed call from dad about a hour ago. I sat down when I heard a door open followed by a female voice and Logan.

He walked into the room with a girl that was all over him. He didn't look at me and she didn't either. The walked to the room that was in the kitchen and he opened it kissing her hard. She walked in pulling him with her. He glanced back at me and I looked at my phone.

They disappeared into the room and I held back the extreme jealousy that I felt. I got up turning on the water and rubbing it on my face. I need to control myself, I dont like him. He's a jerk with a smart mouth and beautiful hair. Dame it no, nothing about him was beautiful.

I was pulled from my though when I heard the sounds of sex. It couldn't David and Leanna because I could always faintly hear them. It was Logan with that cheap slut. You know what fuck it I'm jealous and I'm upset. I know it's stupid but I feel like he's cheating on me. Even in my head that sounded stupid, he doesn't like me.

I walked into the room and took off my shoes and my work shirt. I had on a tank top and shorts under my closes. I was going to workout after work but it's okay now. I removed my pants at sat there. I turned off the light and laid down.