Cracks in our Souls [BWWM]

7.Lying

I looked at the clock and saw it was 2:01. This night need to end because I couldn't sleep and Logan hasn't stopped fucking that girl. I sat up and grabbed my phone. Maybe I should call dad back he never sleeps either.

I stood up and walked out my room and into the kitchen. I grabbed a cup of water and sat down. I looked in my phone at pictures of my dad and brother with Mia. I missed all three of them and I wanted to see them. I stopped on a picture of me and George and frowned.

Just then Logan walked out his room with the girl. She was fully dressed but he had on shorts and a tee shirt. She kept trying to talk to him but he kept gently pushing her to the front door.

"So call me tomorrow?" She asked at the front door.

"Yeah." He said followed by the door clicking close.

I didn't look at him as he came into the room.

"Why are you still up?" He asked walking to the sink.

I really didn't want to talk to him right now. I can't help but feel angry at him.

"Can't sleep." I said flipping though the pictures.

He sat across from me drinking his water.

"Is it your head?" He asked seeming not to really care.

"No." I said clearly annoyed by him.

I glanced at him and he looked at me with a smirk.

"First time I've ever seen you mad." He said looking at the pictures on my phone.

He was getting under my skin and I felt it. I wanted to hit him but I wasn't going to do that.

"I'm not mad, just had a ruff day and I'm not feeling good." I looked down at my phone.

"But then again do you even fucking care, sounded like your having a great fucking night." I said to him still looking at my phone.

I glanced at him and he looked shocked at my words. Then his looked turned into confusion, then it softened into a smirk.

"Are you jealous?" He asked leaning forward.

Suddenly I felt fear and I stood up quick.

"What? No." I said quickly.

He looked me up and down forgetting I had on my shorts exposing my legs. His eyes landed on my and he laughed.

"You are jealous." He said smiling at me.

I couldn't take that smirk or laughing anymore. I was embarrassed and felt stupid all at once.

"No, I'm not." I said stuttering and stumbling over my words giving me away.

He stood up still laughing at me. He started for me but I ran into my room closing the door fast. I stood there hearing my heart pounding in my ears.

"Goodnight Violet." Logan said though the door.

"Yeah." I said back hearing him laugh again.

I was so stupid and this night need to just end. I turned off the lights and laid down falling to sleep.

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My alarm when off at 7:30 waking me up. I hated this morning already, I forgot all about me having to be with Logan.

I got up and put on my clothes and grabbed everything of mine. I stepped out and saw no one telling me they are sleep still. I walked to Logan's door and knocked softly. He didn't respond so I knocked again but still nothing.

I checked my phone and it was 7:42 my time was wasting away. I pulled the nob and looked inside. His room looked just like mine but he had pictures and other things around. I looked at him sleeping and want to crawl in with him.

I need to get a grip on life right now. I softly tapped him making him move, I tapped harder and he opened his eyes. His sleepy blue eyes made me want to smile but I didn't.

"Yeah your car I forgot." He said sitting up.

I moved back from him as he sat on the bed looking for this phone. He grabbed it and stood pulling on his pants and shoes. He grabbed his keys and I walked our and he followed. He handed me the keys and walked to the bathroom.

I walked outside and unlocked the doors. I sat in the car letting it get warm. I pulled the car all the way back laying down almost. I placed my work shirt in the back and put my hands behind my head. I was still sleepy and the car was nice and warm.

I sat up when I herd the door slam close. I looked at Logan as he looked for the keys. I reached for them on my stomach but he grabbed them first making me shiver.

"Violet we need to talk." He said reaching over me pulling my chair up.

"About what?" I asked playing stupid.

"About you having a crush on me." He said looking at me.

I choked out a fake laugh and looked at him.

"I told you last night I wasn't jealous and I don't have a crush on you." I said feeling hot.

"Come on Violet, I'm not stupid. I'm not sure when this happened but I'm going to help you get over it. I can't having you running around jealous and angry." He said looking at me.

I couldn't say out loud that I like him but I knew he was right. He was so cute and everything but I can't like him.

"Violet your a pretty girl." He said suddenly.

I felt happiness rise in my chest and I want to kiss him so bad in that moment.

"But I just can't imagine that me and you could ever happen. I like you in some ways but not that why." He said giving me a sad smile.

I felt disappointment to the extreme and I couldn't say anything. I wasn't sure what to say so I just nodded. My phone buzzed and I looked at it. I was my teacher telling me there was no class today. I looked at Logan and he was watching me.

"Logan everything is fine. I did feel close to you but I'm over it now." I said putting my phone in the cup holder.

"Will you please stop lying about this." He said sitting back.

"Alright, I don't know how it happened but yesterday was the first time I ever felt something for you. I'm not saying I have a crush on you or anything but it's something. Maybe it's just because I haven't had sex in two weeks." I said huffing.

He smiled at me and I was a real smile.

"Oh so your just trying to fuck me? That's what your saying." He said looking at me.

"What can I say, my virgina goes crazy around you." I said looking at him.

He laughed a little nodding his head slowly.

"Is goes insane around Leanna, juices flying every where." I said smiling.

He let out a full laughter closing his eyes. I liked seeing him happy and laughing like this.