Cracks in our Souls [BWWM]

4.Weak

I sat in my room ignoring the loud music and even louder yelling. Gareth really wanted this party to celebrate me coming here. I didn't want to party, I just want to sit here and think. Maybe I'll call dad, he always helps me.

I grabbed my phone but before I could dial Gareth walked in.

"Hey sweetie!" He yelled tripping over his feet.

He sat next to me smelling of strong alcohol and weed.

"Hey, how long is this party going to last?" I asked moving over from him.

"It's just 10:01 but I need you to go to the store." He said reaching into his pocket.

I didn't mind the idea just to leave made me happy. He gave me 200 euros and I looked at him.

"Your going to waste 200 on alcohol?" I asked standing up.

"It's not a waste, it's for the fun. Hurry back." He said stumbling out the room.

I walked out weaving my way past people. I stepped out side seeing people standing around. I made it to the car and drove off. I didn't know any other store so I guess back to that store with the annoying guy.

I stopped in front of it seeing the same three guys as before. The all seem to be joking and playing around with each other. I've never had friends like that before. I wished I was more open to people and talk more. The problem was I didn't like talking much or trying to hard.

I stepped out and walked to the store, I pulled the door open and walked in. I walked to the alcohol and looked around.

"I'm sick of Gareth already." I said to myself.

"I need to get a job and quick." I said looking around.

I grabbed some bottles and paid for them the boy that helped me earlier was ringing me up.

"You can work here if you want." He said suddenly.

"What?" I said shocked.

"Yeah, my wife is to busy to work lately so you could take the job why'll you in school." He said smiling.

The other two boys just looked on as he talked to me.

"Don't I need a interview or application?" I asked looking around at them.

The blond boy rolled his eyes and walked away. The dark haired one came closer to me.

"I'm the manager so, no. If you want the job just be here tomorrow at 11:00." He said handing my bag to the dark haired boy.

"I'll take it to your car." He said smiling at me.

We walked out together as the blond boy came to talk to the one that rang me up.

"You should take the job, you seem like a okay girl." The boy said.

"Thank you." I said pulling the door open.

I opened the door and he put the bag in. He closed it turning to look at me, before he could talk a blue car pulled up. The same pretty girl from earlier stepped out and he ran to her.

He picked her up and kissed all over her face. She giggled and returned the kisses. They both stopped and looked at me.

"Hey you're that girl from this morning." She said as the boy hugged her from behind.

I nodded to her as the boys hands moved over her chest.

"Yeah she's going to be working here since Jess is busy with Justin." The boy said.

"Well then you should know everyone. I'm Leanna, this is David my husband. The other two are Mason and Logan. Mason's married to my friend Jessica you'll meet her soon." She said walking to me.

I didn't really want to work here but it's better then nothing. I smiled and nodded to her as I locked name and face.

"Nice to meet you I'm Violet." I said extending my arm.

"Good you took the job." The boy I think is Mason said to me.

I looked as he walked to the girl hugging and kissing her cheek. She returned the hug and the kiss smiling.

"You'll have fun here, not sure what's wrong with Logan but he'll get over it." David said smiling at Leanna.

The both got into the car waving goodbye to me and Mason.

"Since your working here you can start tomorrow after school. When does your class end?" He asked stepping to me.

"At 1:00." I said feeling slightly more comfortable talking to them.

"Good since I'm the boss I take care of everything and David not really responsible at all. Logan's going to be training you and you'll be working under him." He said turning to the store.

He grabbed my shoulder wrapping his arm around it. He pushed me to the store and opened the door.

"Logan, this is Violet and she'll be working under you for a month." Mason said smiling at him.

Logan's smile turned into a frown as he looked at me.

"Okay." He said walking around the counter.

"Shit it 11:24, I'm heading out. See you later mate. Don't forget Justin's at your house tonight." Mason said walking to the door.

"I didn't forget, just promise me this. Get number two in Jessie tonight, do it for me mate." He said laughing.

"I'll do it just for you mate. I'll think of you while I do it." He said laughing back.

Logan laughed giving him the middle finger and Mason laughed closing the door. The room was filled with a awkward silence.

"Here's your shirt." He said tossing it at me.

It landed on the floor in front of me. I bent down to grabbed it and he huffed. I looked at him with the same frown as before.

"You don't like me much do you?" I said looking at him.

"It's nothing personal, just weak people annoy me." He walked around putting things away.

"I'm not weak." I said softly looking at the ground.

"Yeah right, first you're letting your cousin putting you in the middle of his mess. Then your boyfriend dump you over the phone and end by tell you he'll fuck you again. Look at you know it's 11:29 and your out by yourself because I'm sure your cousin sent you out for more drinks. You're the perfect example of a weak person" I didn't notice how close he got to while talking.

"Well, you're a mean person." I said upset now.

He just laughs at me telling me he was not impressed with my comeback.

"I just insult you and that's what you say. Oh your mean." He said mimicking me.

"What do you want for me to be rude or hurt your feelings?" I said confused and upset.

"Well if I showed you no respect, you shouldn't show me any." He took a step closer and I took one back.

My phone buzzed and I looked at it, it was George. I ignored it and looked at Logan. He slid on a jacket and played with key. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me out locking the door behind him. He walked to the car and pulled the door open.

"Bye baby bird." He said getting in his car.

He pulled out his phone and smiled at it. I walked to mine and looked at him he was a jerk was all I though. He looked at me and I tried to hold his cold stare but couldn't. I turned away and he pulled off, and I did the same.