Rebellious Love (on hold)

Chapter 2

To say my mother was a cruel person was ridiculous at the time. Later I knew i was very wrong.

We were in her car heading home, since i was suspended from school for 3 days. It was 30 minutes later that I found out that something was wrong with my mother. She seemed tense and awkard around me. "You should know that I am very disappointed in you Ruby." My mother said sternly. "Yea, when aren't you dissappointed in me?" I asked honestly. I knew that I had a point because she didn't say anything after that. After our little conversation was over I had nothing to do but listen to my ipod. 

Many people like to listen to soft and graceful music.... but honestly, whats so good about that kind of music? Of course I also listen to it anyways... "Honey.... HONEY!!!" I honestly didn't want to listen to my mother right now. So, I drowned her medium pitched voice with my music.

                                                      "  The secret side of me

I never let you see

I keep it caged

But I can't control it

So stay away from me

The beast is ugly

I feel the rage

And I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls

In the closet, in the halls

It comes awake

And I can't control it

Hiding under the bed

In my body, in my head

Why won't somebody come and save me from this?

Make it end!

I feel it deep within,

It's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I hate what I've become

The nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep

Hid under lock and key

I keep it caged

But I can't control it

Cause if I let him out

He'll tear me up

And break me down

Why won't somebody come and save me from this?

Make it end!

I feel it deep within,

It's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I hate what I've become

The nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within,

It's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster