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Supernatural Dean Winchester

Imagine you and Dean had been together for a while, almost a year. But one day everything changes.
Warnings feels, fluff, sad, POSSIBLE TRIGGER

You yawn, eyes still closed and stretch before turning over expecting the warmth of your boyfriend Dean. Instead your hands are met with cold sheets of the hotel bed.

You pat your hand around where you remember Dean being when you fell asleep. You shoot out of bed scared. Dean should be here laying next to you but he's not there.

"Dean?" You call out even though you know it's useless. He isn't there.

You quickly hop out of bed and see a letter on the mirror. 'No,' you think not wanting what you knew was true to be true.

You glare at the letter and want it to turn into Dean's smiling face there to kiss you good morning with chai tea in his hands and pancakes.

As you come closer you see your name written beautifully on the letter in your favorite handwriting, Dean's. You unfold it, fingers shaking.

(Y/N),

Please don't hate me.

I love you. God damn it I love you more than life itself.

I would throw everything in my life away if it mean one more kiss from you.

Last night was amazing. I wish I could live in it forever, that the morning will never come. As I write this you lay on the bed the sheets not up enough to cover your breasts. God your beautiful.

I want to stay. I want to stay to give in to this love forever. And I nearly do. I nearly do.

(Y/N) I want you to know that I never ever wanted it to come to this. But when you nearly died because of me I realized how selfish I've been.

How would I be able to live if you died because I was selfish enough to bring you into this life?

I wouldn't. I would die and join you.

(Y/N) I love you. I love you I love you I love you.

I would trade you for every pie on this earth.

You're my everything. My sub my moon my sky and my stars.

You came into my life when I needed you most.

I am leaving Cas's number at the end. Call him if you hate me.

Please don't hate me.

The only reason I am leaving is because you will not die because of anything supernatural. And if leaving you will ensure that I will.

Please don't continue to hunt. I want you to be safe.

(Y/N) (Y/M/N) (Y/L/N) I fucking love you: forever and always.

-Dean

Tears drop on the paper and you see Cas's number at the bottom.

Instead of seeing it the way Dean did you saw it as him leaving you. Him choosing to let you go. To leave you because he no longer loved you.

Tears welled up, and you lost your virginity to him last night.

8 Months Later