Questioning My Sanity

Chapter One

I had my blonde hair and my blue eyes closed and I sat on the beach wearing a black bikini. I laid down letting the breeze go through my hair. This year we have 8 grade beach day. I had black sun glasses over my eyes even with my eyes closed. I sat up and I looked at everyone smiling, my two ex best friends laughing, they betrayed me. I sighed and I wanted to go home, I only went to get away from home. I hate this field trip and they have it so we stay 2 days which is torture. I haven't looked at roommates yet, hopefully I'm lucky. I stood up and made my way over

Not lucky at all, I groaned I had to share a room with Dylan and Jackson who are my ex friends boyfriends. Dylan was annoying and Jackson was a idiot from what I know of but I'm not sure. I sighed and walked into the cabin and there was two twin beds across the room and there was two more beds. I put my stuff next to the one in the corner and the third person was a guy I didn't know, why me?? Good thing this was only 2 days, Dylan had black hair and brown eyes, Jackson had blonde spiked hair with brown eyes and there was a guy named Chase who has blonde swooped hair and blue eyes. I just turned with my phone so I wasn't facing any of them. I put in my earbuds and after about a whole playlist of songs my earbuds got ripped out and I saw Dylan on the other side pf my bed with the earbuds and my phone. "Your a good singer" he told me and my cheeks went flaming red. I deeply blush or get awkward when someone compliments me, main thing is I hate compliments in a total. "Give it" I told him annoyed "nope we're all roommates we need to bond" he said and I scoffed, I was nice about 5 seconds ago but this isn't happening."nope none of us should talk besides you guys talking amongst yourselves". Suddenly the door opened and I was not in my bathing suit I changed when I was alone, I was in a black tee shirt and grey pajama pants because I wasn't stupid and brought clothes just in case I had a room with pervs. Thank god all the guys had shirts or else I would of covered my eyes but Harper and Ceclia or Cece were in the doorway. Cece had brown hair and brown eyes and wore a black dress and flats, Harper wore a white tee with jean shorts and had blonde hair with green eyes. "Your sharing a room with her" Harper said grossed out "Trust me I don't want to even be on this trip or with any of you so will you all just get your damn conversation over so I can sleep" I told them annoyed "You can't tell me what to do" Harper said, I then told her "I can kick you out for harassment and if you don't leave then" but I got interrupted and stopped "what do you need babe?" Jackson asked, well your probably wondering how they started dating and such let's go back in time shall we.

We walked laughing then they stopped in front of me "what?" I asked them "we were asked to the winter formal" they said excited and it was the start of 7th grade they then explained...

They brought signs up saying will you go to the winters formal with them and the girls said yes and Harper and Dylam hugged and Jackson and Cece talked about the dance excitedly not wanting to wait anymore just to go and have the time of there lives.

I walked into the dance not wanting to be here and I wore a blue short dress with flats and my hair in a bun then a guy came up to me who had a hood on and sunglasses weirdly and he said "hey what are you doing outside alone?" He asked me "uh I'm just waiting for this dance to end" I said to him "why?" He asked me confused probably wondering why I came "because my friends have dates and I had to go already buying the stuff before" "then at least dance once" he said handing out his hand and I took it not caring and I could hear walking in a winter wonderland but we danced and didn't know each others name and I didn't know what he looked like either. We continued dancing til the dance let out and people ran out and I lost him to the crowd of people then went home never telling a soul.

Wait time back thing we're not done here

"OMG HE ASKED ME OUT WERE OFFICIAL!!" Harper said excitedly and I smiled feeling kinda left on the curb "ME AND JACKSON ARE GOING OUR FIRST DATE" Cece said and they started dweebing out and squealing and I said "Guys are you ever going to actually hang out with me" shyly to them and Harper snapped "We are now" "plus I've been waiting since 1st grade" they were infuriated and I said "I don't mean it in that way!! You guys keep on leaving me to go with them" we were in the sidewalk that goes around a park and they scoffed and left and I sighed not understanding.

I left and I was walking around the parks side walk kicking leaves, I didn't want to listen to them talk so I left and I wished to go home but there's only two days here in two days I'll be home and everyone will think I'm not around or existent and I was really okay with that.