Questioning My Sanity

Chapter Twenty Six

No one moved and tears started to form in my eyes. Like she said even if I did tell no one would believe me so there's no point to tell. No one would even care and I would sound ridiculous. It was way out of context and I left leaving walking home listening to my music the whole way.

I sat alone in the grass just picking at it being bored and alone. "You know your hurting the goats feelings" I turned around and saw Chase smiling which took another pang to my heart, how much I wanted to scream and slap him wasn't even funny. "Go away" I said turning back around and he sat in front of me "Remeber why I got this lunch in the first place?" He asked me and I nodded he added "Too hang out with you, which is what I'm going to do." I was kinda confused saying what happened yesterday in Swing dance class. "Why" I said with a sigh and he asked "What" "Why are you here, the other day you didn't want anything to do with me and now your messing with my emotions by sitting with me" I exclaimed to him kinda going crazy "It's calling the heeling process" he said getting defensive "If you weren't such a idiot and" I started to say pissed and he quickly leaned in and kissed me and I kissed him back. When we pulled away the bell rang and I left more than confused on what was happening?

I went to 5th and avoided Jimmy and everyone's stares as I walked in, they all knew about what happened. It was gossip so everyone knew already and that's what made me feel so awkward as I sat at my empty table and started working on the ipads.

I went to 6 which was probably the most awkward class saying I have Jimmy,Harper and now Dylan came back. I changed quickly avoiding talking to Harper and went outside passing her and stood in the shade against the gate alone awkwardly. I saw Harper come out which was strange and she practically sprintered over. "I'm so sorry, Cece and I are coming over. The guys don't want us talking to you due to jimmy but you deserve another chance to be heard out." She said giving me a reassuring smile then went to her place acting like we never talked and when the guys came out I fiddled with my fingers meanlessly until I heard "Why did you do that to my girlfriend Jimmy said pissed in front of me, she said he wouldn't listen and I shrugged. "Seems like that's all a empty silence right" he said to me and I heard yelling Dylan and Harper were fighting because of me, oh great.

We ran the mile and I went to 7th which was drama and practiced for the play the went home.

"So you did it because she said she was using Jimmy and she liked Chace. You claim it was for jimmy but was it really?" Harper asked me with a eyebrow raised, I knew it wasn't but I mean was I going to admit that, sssph no. "No it was for Jimmy" I said to them seriously "Yeah sure you can keep telling yourself that" Cece said to me, yeah I will keep on telling myself that as long as I live but I didn't say that instead I said "Whatever, so you and Dylan in a fight?" I asked and she nodded with a sigh "my dad's going to be home soon and he wants to talk about why I faked having jimmy as my boyfriend. I did it for family not because I wanted to I would rather have Chase... I didn't say anything okay all I mean is we should go to your house for a sleepover" I said to Harper and she nodded smirking.

Her brother stood on her bed and she was trying to get him out but somehow brought up first kisses. "You'll never have a first kiss!" Harper said to her brother Daniel who has stupid cheetah hair. "Yeah I will!!" He protested "With who!!" She said annoyed and he kissed Cece and she didn't move or flinch or try to push him off or anything. When he pulled away he said "With Cece now we're going to get married. I'm gonna tell mom" he said leaving. Me and Harper started laughing so badly about how stupid he is and how they kissed.

March 8th

It's a Tuesday,Dylan and Harper are fighting, Jackson and Cece are talking alone and me and Chase just randomly walked over here...

Harpers pov

He's mad at me for talking to Mia when I said I wouldnt. Somehow this ended on how he can't trust me on anything anymore. "Yeah I can't trust you because you lied to me Harper!!" He said angrily and a tad sad "Yes you can!! Please" I begged tears comming to my eyes he shook his head no and said "No I don't date liars" he said practically shredding my heart and walked away and I sunk to the floor in tears and Mia started to confort me.

Ceces pov

"So your leaving" I said with tears in my eyes and he nodded "I'll be back in the second year of high school I'm moving during the summer" he said to me and I started to cry and he whispered things to me like "don't cry" "it will be okay" but it wouldn't be. The first person I thought I loved is leaving and who knows if I'll even be there and he's leaving during the summer so atleast I get to go to the dance with him but still it's not going to be the same or a good same. I kept on balling

Mia's pov

Harper was crying and u reasured her that everything would be fine and she said "You and Chase never got back together after your fight, theres no hope" and I opened my mouth to talk but Chase said "We kissed though" I stepped on his foot and he jumped up and down and she jumped up and said "oooh, aaawe, adorable, I ship it #Mhase #Cia" I groaned wanting to slap them both but liked the change of mood for Harper so I didn't want to say something to ruin it besides the fact that I wanted to slap her, she was happy dancing and it was getting on my nerves.