Questioning My Sanity

Chapter Twenty Five

I awkwardly talked to everyone but not showing how weird it would be. I always feel like the odd one. They asked me questions about or dating life which we are not dating so it's even weirder. My family really liked Jimmy which was a problem. He got the memo and purposely fell into mud and yelled "What the fuck"

I've told him that my family hates cussing so they all death stared him. "Stupid fucking mud" he grunted and he and me both knew that by the end of the night my family would hate him which is good.

"This is good" he said eating like a total pig, I wanted to laugh but I'm a actress who has to act normal and calm and stuff even though it is really gross.

After dinner we got kicked out and me and jimmy were laughing the whole way to my house. He left quick after and I was perfectly fine with that so I just decided, hell this day has been way to long. I then went up stairs to my bed room walked in landed face first on my bed and fell asleep.

Thank god that was a nightmare, I mean me and jimmy fake date,yeah right.

"What?" I asked my dad "last night when you brought this kid to dinner and called him Chase and lied you said you would explain so go ahead, explain" he said to me serious and I grumbled "So that wasn't a nightmare..." and then said "Me and Chase broke up and I didn't want them to think of me as a girl who can't keep a relationship like a normal middle schooler but I guess I'm just that" my dad reasured me and then asked "So who was the annoying kid you brought" "Harpers boyfriend#s friend Jimmy, I would say he's my friend but he's not" I told him seriously "So you and Chase broke up, eh never liked the kid anyways." He said and I laughed and said "thought you liked him way to much?" And he shrugged then left and I went to school for a boring today.

We entered the class it was March 3 which was Thursday thank god. Today was boring and so far I haven't talked to Chase besides dance where we barley talked and it was kinda weird but she made it kinda turn into a therapy session today....

"Okay so tell your partner who your first kiss was unless you don't want to say" she said smiling and we turned to eachother awkwardly and both said "You" at the same time and turned away "raise your hand if you had your first kiss" she said smiling and almost everyone did and she said "Great so let me pick someone from my list" she said perkily I assumed having a way to good day but she said ruined mine by saying "Who was your first kiss Mia, care to say?" She asked and I didn't make eye contact and the room was silent besides my voice as I said "No" and she moved on, I could feel the awkwardness and I guess she wanted to get to know us and our partners to know us. She asked questions like your favroite color,music type, tv show, animal, school subject so it was plain like that and we then got to chill since she felt like our bodies could have a break so could our minds and right away I went outside and sat behind a tree over hearing a talk I shouldn't of heard....

"So you like Chase" a high pitched girl said and the other girl giggled and said "Yeah we need to get rid of his partner" "I'm planning to get her kicked out of the class" her friend said "She's so stupid and she was all like no, probably cause she never had a first kiss" they laughed and tears were on the brim of my eyes but I blinked them away and spoke up and said "My first kiss was Chase" it was quiet but loud enough for them to hear and they came on my side, shit it was Jennifer and this new girl. Oh no Jimmy is going to be heart broken, I usually wouldn't care but I hate seeing heart broken people. "Aren't you dating Jimmy?" I asked getting stronger "Yeah but he doesn't matter" she said smirking "Oh really either do you I'll tell him" I said to her smirking back "like he would believe you against me besides Chase doesn't care about you no one does" she said and giggled, tears filled my eyes making them glisten and I kneed her in the stomach and she's fell back saying we were on a small hill and her friend screamed drawing attention and ran down the hill. I had my fists clenched and tears running down my face. People stared Jimmy ran over to her and all my friends surprisingly Chase included made there way over. I went behind the tree and grabbed my backpack and when I turned around to see the staring at me. "Why the hell did you do that to Jimmy's girlfriend?" Dylan asked pissed and I opened my mouth then closed it and bit my lip thinking about what she said "Well" he said waiting pissed off and I shrugged and he punched me in the face leaving me with a bloody nose.