Questioning My Sanity

Chapter Twenty Eight

Friday
April 3rd

I decided after a while of contemplating to talk to them that I would but I had to do it like a trick to they wouldn't notice and today were going to D.C. for the Dc trip so it was even better.

I obviously roomed with Cece and Harper since this trip you have to room with the same gender saying how bad it was last time apparently. The room had white walls, brown carpet, a bunk bed and a twin bed and I called the twin bed right away not feeling like climbing up that everyday and Harper called the bottom and Cece called the top. I put my stuff on my bed and headed out to go and meet with everyone else.

Chases pov

So we had to be in a dorm together which won't end well Jackson,Jimmy,Dylan, and I don't work well as friends anymore...
So we all silently put our stuff where it should be having it be so awkward I left as quickly as I could

June 1st
Mia's pov

So the dc trip and the rest of school...

"Mia you don't even know how it honestly feels to have a bad life" Cece yelled at me and added "yet you cut" "OH REALLY AND YOU CALL MY PARENTS FIGHTING AND YELLING MY MOM SNIFFLING FROM CRYING. MY FRIENDS BEING JACKASSES ALONG WITH MY FAMILY, OKAY SURE" I yelled and she left and I sighed and went on my phone

"Really so that's what you think" Harper said pissed "its just a dress" I said trailing off "No it's the fact I can't trust you anymore, you said it's pretty then ended up saying it's not which is lying" she said pissed "in was trying to be nice" I said softly "ugh" she said and logged off of Skype and I went on instagram.

I've been hanging out alone since Jackson,Dylan, and Jimmy hate me. Then Latteboy and Chase have diffrent friends so I sit alone in the field at lunch and in the morning. A football hit me in the face and I threw it the opposite way and guys aawwed and I looked away not wanting to see stupid Dylan or Jimmy. There so hideous it's blinding me, I need sunglasses stat. I got up and I grabbed my backpack and walked around the track eventually tripping and it sucked,I got back up again thinking about how I was hated by alot of people. I guess that's my fault isn't it, isn't it funny how things work out one day you could be someone's best friend then the next day they finially admit to needing space. I mean it's okay but the fights were stupid, it's like a rewind back to seventh grade which sucked. I closed my eyes probably looking stupid just standing on the track taking a breath and this along with my family problems kinda sucks. In days

June 13
Last Week Of 8th Grade
MONDAY

I haven't talked to any of them besides chase. If anything we only stared at eachother then moved away and all my seats are away from them so I was okay. I went to first and today was free seating and the person who sat next to me moved and I was alone. She then made Jimmy sit next to me because he wouldn't be quiet so it was awkward....

"Hey" he said and I nodded and began writing my letter she was making us write about. Each class we took a question and this period I got. Favroite snack bar food? So I began my essay....

My essay is about my expirence as a student in this school for 3 years/ 6,7,8 and answering some questions about it.

What's your favroite snack bar food?

For sure my favroite would be hot cheetos or push up pops because I mean there good. I don't like our slushies though no offense but you shouldn't be saying most people go berserk for it.

"I'm sorry" he said and I turned to Jimmy with my eye brow raised "I mean we're probably all moving to diffrent places there's 2 diffrent schools with two diffrent paths and if our paths sepreate I dont want our friendship to end on a bad note" he gave me a sympathy smile "What friendship" I asked him and we started laughing about it.

He told me about how he moved on from Jennifer and found out the truth yesterday when she confessed her love for Chase. I didn't care saying I had no chance I messed up even though I liked him but I mean I had one chance and lost it. "So who are you going to the dance with?" I asked him and he scoffed "there's atleast 15 women who will ask me and beg on there knees for me" he had such a cocky attitude and I plainly laughed knowing that was a complete lie.

So that was true..., weird, well now he's going with this girl named Julie who's in our first which is good for him and we talked til I went to second and when the bell rang Chase slapped paper on my desk saying he now sits in front of me and he went to the hall and I got it and stared at it.