Questioning My Sanity

Chapter Fiveteen

Mia's pov

I went to school not feeling the same way. Feeling like my trust with both is at stake. If he finds out I knew that's ruined then if she knows I saw and told him that would be ruined. I decided to sit alone today so in the morning I sat next to the Agrilculture class room and stupid Latteboy sees me eventually saying I was alone and probably looked either pissed or conflicted and he sat next to me silently then said "Having troubles?" "Yeah stupid relationships" I said to him "You and Chase get onto a fight?" He asked and I shook my head no "its not us it's other people" I grumbled "hey" Cece said gleaming and I got up with my backpack and said "gotta go turn in something to Mr.Shaky" I left walked quickly to the lunch tables and sat alone. Then Jackson sat next to me and I shifted uncomfortably then Brendan headed over here with Garret. I noticed him but not in time as he said "hey" and I nodded but not keeping eye contact. What do I do... "Hey" Chase said and he sat next to me and I thought, let's make this awkward for them so they would leave. So I started kissing chase, it was weird to have people watch and the fact he was confused on why I did what I did but couldn't explain was even harder. When I pulled away and they were still there it was even more awkward. No one talked until chase said "So..." "What is even happening" Garret spoke up mostly talking to me and I stared like I wanted to kill him but honestly I needed advice or the bell to ring. "Hey Mia I-" Dylan started to tell me comming over and I got up and quick walked but practically ran over and whispered "I need help" seeing he's the last result I have...

I went to Ag things being awkward in my opion because Diana wants to know why I was talking to Dylan and I just shrugged when she asks and Cece is pissed for me leaving her and Brendon was shooting questions at me. I simply didn't respond but when we needed partners I was screwed Garret was with Brendon and Diana was with Cece, I turned to the only person I knew left. "Only because you asked" he said to me as we talked about our project at the opposite end of the table as Garret and Brendon. "Yeah because at the moment you, Dylan and Latteboy are the only ones I have at the moment" I told him not wanting to talk to him but he's kinda growing on me but still really annoying. "Don't you have yo-" I cut him off and said "Long story he's kinda confused and waiting waiting a conversation with me during second period" I told him trying not to show how stressed out I really am. "Why?" He asked me "Because I may of kissed him trying to make it awkward so everyone could leave due to a problem that no one really knows about" I fiddled with my ear ser and he said "Tell me I'll probably forget after 2 seconds of you telling me anyways" he said and the bell rang and I said "lunch meet me outside of Mr.Shakys" he nodded at that and I left.

Right when I sat down next to Latteboy due to empty seats saying that the people who sat there had me and Chases spots meaning one thing...
"So I've heard about you and Chases random and awkward kiss session in the morning" "I only did it so everyone would awkwardly leave due to me being surrounded by people I was attempting to avoid but now they all hate me and I had to work with Jimmy" I said with a sigh and Chase was probably in the old hall like usual which is nothing new. "Why?" He said and Chase sat next to me and said "Why did yo-" and Latteboy explained knowing I was kinda no really pissed and didn't want to talk, don't get why he's helping me after what happened with Jennifer? The bell rang and I started working on my history

Garret left and I turned to Chase and he asked me "What is up with you? Why would it be awkward?" "Cause i-" "we need to talk if you like it or not mia, you realize Diana,Garret,Cece and kinda Jackson are all pissed at you due to you being so rude to everyone" "I'm not!!" I said defending myself "Yeah you are!! You a jerk I bet that's why you almost killed yourself" he said making me pissed "OH REALLY SAYING I WAS THE ONE WHO SAW YOU AND CECE FUCKING KISSING AND RAN!!" I yelled way to loud but luckily the door was closed and our teacher wasn't here.