Connor Jessup Imagines (requests are closed)

"Be happy" (imagine; may be triggering but please read)

Connor awkwardly cleared his throat as he looked over at the author of these imagines, Miranda, before she urged him to talk to you readers.

He scratched the back of his neck and thought about what words he was going to say, as they were important, and he wanted those words to come out sincerely to the reader aka (y/n).

"So, there's something I wanted you to know and that Miranda would like to tell you guys as well. You see, she figured as you, the reader, would appreciate and maybe believe what I'm about to say if it was me talking rather than her senseless banter in authors notes." Connor started, making Miranda scoff yet she agreed with the adorable blond that was difficult to even pretend to be mad at.

"I want you to know that you're so important in the world. I don't care about silly little things like flaws that you think I'll notice when I won't and if I do, I'll probably think they're cute. The worst parts of you are still you and I will still love you regardless of any contingency or anything in general. You're fucking beautiful and I'm sorry for my language, sweetheart, but you are and always will be through my eyes. There's nothing wrong with you and I wish you could see what I see when I look at you in your own reflection. Whether if its your home life bothering you, exams, your weight, assholes with crappy eyebrows at school, or a douche bag who broke your heart in the past, just know that we - Miranda and I - will always love and care about you. You will never not be relevant or replaced in my life, you're one in a trillion, and you mean so much to me." Connor says, tearing up at his own words and leaving Miranda to clear her throat suggestively from the corner. Connor sighed since she ruined the moment but begun to speak anyways. "Miranda also wants you to know that you mean a lot to her by reading her stories even though she thinks they're crappy and even wants you to request some stuff. You can also message her if anything ever gets too much or if you just need someone to listen, she gives good advice and she's just awesome in general." Connor adds, making Miranda proud and almost in tears as well.

And Miranda isn't much of a cryer.

Connor decided to say one last thing before Miranda ended the chapter/imagine. "I also want you to try and love yourself as much as I do and please don't hurt yourself. I know its hard, saying that to some people is like telling someone who's paralyzed from the waist down to run a marathon. Its not easy. But all I'm asking is to try or to find something or someone to help you distract yourself when you feel like harming yourself or skipping a meal. I love you so damn much and I never want to see you hurt, let alone see you hurting yourself. I don't know what I would do if I lost you and I don't even want to think of that right now. I just want you to be happy, (y/n), and I promise one day you will be." Connor finished in a whisper and choked back tears that were threatening to spill. Miranda stood proudly off to the side and hoped he got through to her readers because they meant the world to the both of them.

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note: do I need a note? I don't think so but yes, I wrote myself into an imagine because I care about you guys that much and regardless of the fact that a lot of you have probably heard this a million times, there might be one of you who still needed to hear it.

I really do love you guys whether if you just read to read, or if we're internet acquaintances, or if you're Sarah and I made you read this simply 'cause I can.

so... have a nice and happy day, I hope you find your personal connor jessup or drew roy or whomever.

- Miranda