.:Heaven and Hell [Jared Leto]:.

Chapter 17; Trying to figure it out!

Okay...So I'm sorry for taking so long to put this chapter out here...but Ryan Dunn's death really got to me, I have still not come to peace with it...I don't feel the same as before, it's weird!
Now have a good read and I hope you'll like it! Please RATE!! :D

Also I would like to advice you all to read AlexandraVanilla's story Silence is Golden, it is SO GOOD! I love'd it!! :)
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On June 7 when the boy's went back to Germany Sówïe decided to go with them, so she packed some stuff for her and Skye and fixed 2 tickets to the same plane. While on the plane Skye spent a lot of time with Shannon, she seemed to like him, and Sówïe was really happy over that. Sówïe just sat on her seat reading and listening to music, if she didn't do that she watched one of the movies the plane had this flight. A couple of hours into the flight Sówïe was reading and a song by Patty Griffin called Rain started playing into her ears, and when she listened to the lyrics she looked up from her book and looked over at Jared, sitting a few rows ahead from her. Then all of a sudden, Jared turned his head and looked at Sówïe, their eyes meet and Sówïe looked at him with troubled eyes, but she could not make herself look away. (I mean who wouldn't want to get lost into those eyes?!) 7 hours into the flight, Sówïe fell asleep, but 30 minutes later, she heard Jared talking to her thru her earplugs he was saying;Hey Sweetie! I hope you will hear me while sleeping. I...Just wanted to tell you that you are so cute when sleeping, and I truly believe that I was put on to this earth to be with you...and it breaks my heart that you may never get to know how much I really love you. but I know you need time and I will give you that. I just hope you won't take too long to figure things out, I will wait for you, but you know...if I could help you I would, you know that right?! Oh and I'm so happy you decided to come with us today. I love you Sówïe...Bye!

Sówïe opened her eyes first after listening to what he said, and looked over at him with a soft smile. It was really nice hearing his voice so close, and it's always nice hearing someone telling you they love you. But before Jared could turn his head and look at her, she closed her eyes again.

1 month later July 4, Venice, Italy. Sówïe is now almost 19 weeks pregnant.

Sówïe was abruptly awakened when a cute little girl named Skye started jumping up and down on her bed. Sówïe opened her eyes and looked at the little Angel.

'Shannon I did it' She shouted.

'Great Skye!' Shannon shouted back and then Skye ran back out to the main space.

Skye has learned a lot of English during the last month, a lot thanks to the boys.

Sówïe laid in her bed a moment feeling bad about Jared, she wanted to figure out what's wrong, why she needs time.

After tomorrows show they have 6 days until the next one, so she has decided to go home to Sweden for a few days, visiting her sister and try to figure things out. The only problem she had was how to tell the guy's, and their plain would be leaving in less than 24 hours.

Sówïe was getting dressed when her door opened and Shannon walked in. She had her bra and a pair of Jeans on and she was holding the tee she was going to wear, she looked at Shannon with a soft smile, he was looking at her with eyes that she didn't really know how to read. But when seeing his eyes she got a feeling that she might know one of the reasons that's wrong with her when it comes to Jared.

'Oh I'm sorry' Shannon said and looked down at the floor.

'It's Okay! Did you want something?' Sówïe said softly. Shannon took a deep breath and then he looked up at her and moved himself closer to her.

'Are you planning on leaving after tonight?' He asked her, wanting a sincere answer. 

'Yes, but only for a few days...how did you know?' She asked confused.