.:Heaven and Hell [Jared Leto]:.

Chapter 27; A talk with Shannon

The days flew by and Sówïe worked hard to make sure she would be done by the time September 20th came around, so that she could join the guys on tour again.

September 9 (Sówïe just entered Week 28 with the twins)
It was the day before they would come back to LA after some shows in the States and Canada, they’ve been gone for 17 days or Jared had only been gone 10 days. Sówïe was so excited she could hardly wait until tomorrow when she would see them again. She missed them so much especially Jared, so much that she and Skye had been sleeping in Jared’s house the past week. The house needed to be taken care of anyway and the fact that it had his smell everywhere didn’t hurt the idea of sleeping there. She had the day off and she decided to clean the house so it was nice for their return tomorrow. It took her about 3 hours, she looked at the watch it showed 1 pm. Skye was over at the neighbors plying with their daughter, she could stay there for one more hour so Sówïe sat down by the piano and played the new song she had come up with during the week, here are some parts of it

"Every Time You Go"
I savor every minute that you're here
That you're here with me
Close my eyes and remember every breath
Every memory

Through all these sleepless nights alone
I still feel you
Across these miles away from home
That I'll never get used to

[Chorus:]
Every time you go, you take a part of me
A part of me with you
Every time you go
I feel it in my soul
Every, every
Every time you go, I'm half what I used to be,
When you were in my arms
Every time you go
You take a part of me, a part of me with you
Every time you go

I count the days until you're back again
Back here by my side
When we're apart it feels like, something in me
Something in me dies

I hear your voice over the phone
And God I miss you
Still all these miles away from home
That I'll never get used to

1 hour later she had made lunch and went over to the neighbor’s house to get Skye. They went back home, ate and had some quality time together watching a few animated movies.

September 10 1.30 am
Sówïe heard a key go into the lock on the front door to Jared’s house, she and Skye slowly walked towards the door to greet them, and the first one true the door was Shannon. Skye light up like the sun, rushed over to him, and threw herself into his arms. He came over to Sówïe with Skye still in his arms they hugged and then Jared walked true the door.

‘Hey’ Sówïe said smiling when he saw her
‘Hey’ He said back, also smiling.
‘I was just going to leave my bags and then go over to you.’ He added when giving her a hug. Sówïe just smiled looking at him then she said.
‘So how’s it been? Which night was best? Any craziness I would want to know about?’ she smirked looking at the two of them.
‘I liked the show in Atlantic City.’ Shannon said smiling.
‘And nothing too crazy to report’ Jared added. They walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. They just sat there in silence for a while.
‘Damn Sówïe how much bigger are you going to get?’ Shannon said breaking the silence. Sówïe looked at him and smiled softly.
‘Well I entered week 28 yesterday, its 14 weeks left so I’m guessing even bigger.’ She said and sighted.
‘It’s frustrating not being able to do what you are used to…like trying to tie your freaking shoes! It’s not that fun having to walk around in slippers where ever you go.’ Sówïe said frustrated. Shannon looked at her with friendly eyes. Jared had a look of guilt on his face, he didn’t like the idea of being the reason she feels this way. Sówïe saw Jared’s expression and added.
‘It’s not your fault! Or well it is kind of your fault, but it’s just as much mine. I could have said no or chosen not to go thru with it.’ She stated and smiled. Both Jared and Shannon smiled looking at Sówïe.
Okay you guys, Jared you have to excuse me but I’m stealing Sówïe for a few hours, you’ll get to be with her all night, so I’m demanding some quality time. So you play with Skye and you and I will go outside.’ Shannon then said, rose and extended his hand to Sówïe, who smiled and took it.
‘Fine but don’t take too long, I’ve missed her to.’ Jared said trying to sound serious but smiled. Sówïe and Shannon started with taking a walk, they ended up at a café.
Sówïe got some hot chocolate and Shannon of course took coffee. They chitchatted for a while about nothing to important. Then Sówïe looked at him for a moment serious.
‘So I’ve told Jared that I’m going to tell him/you guys everything about my life, sometime soon’ she then told him, looking at him the whole time.
‘That’s great Sówïe’ Shan said smiling.
‘No Shan, I mean everything’ she said looking at him with a serious face.
‘Sówïe do you really have to do that? It’s been 4 years!’ Shan said slightly disappointed.
‘Yes I have to, he needs to know everything before I can try to let him in’ she said and Shan just looked at her for a moment.
‘I want to be there when you tell him that part!’ He then said softly.
‘Yeah, sure, you probably should be, maybe then he won’t be so disappointed in me if you’re there!’ She said troubled.
‘Shannon, I want you to know that I don’t regret it and I don’t see it as a mistake’ she said looking at his brown eyes.
‘Me neither and I think when it’s been more than two times it can’t count as a mistake’ Shan said and got a smile on his face.
‘Sometimes I wonder how it would be if we had stayed with it’ she said wonderingly.
‘No Sówïe, you shouldn’t do that. All thou I’ve done the same sometimes, we was never meant to be’ He said looking at her.
‘But we are so great together! Everything is so easy with you, why isn’t it like this with Jared?!’ Sówïe said almost heartsick.
‘Because he loves you and that scares you’ Shan said looking at her with a soft smile.
‘So what you are saying is that you wouldn’t love me like he does?!’ she said with a light voice and a soft smile on her lips. Shannon looked at her and thought No I already do that
‘I’m not sure anyone can love someone more than my brother loves you! And if you would just let the two of you happen you would be great together too.’ He said smiling and he still looked at her the whole time. Sówïe looked at him to and for a split second just before he spoke she saw something in his eyes.

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So that was Chapter 27, a short on but it took a while anyway there it is. Please rate.
Hopefully it wont take as long before Chapter 28 comes, I've already started it or I actually split this chapter in two because some of you have waited a long time for this on...but then again with me you never know, I just hope the will to wright comes over me more often from now on.

Thanks for reading my story!