Previously.....
The star started to glow brighter and brighter the more I cried. It was so bright that the entire world seemed to go white. Time stopped and the world was pure.
Now....
A soft, silky voice spoke to me in the purity of the white landscape. It was...such a beautiful sound....it was a female...and her voice was extremely soothing that it almost put me to sleep.
This tall white figure made its way towards me. It was all too blurry to see because of my tears. I was sobbing with extreme pain evident in my cries. I wanted to stop and admire the beauty that lay before me, but it just hurt....SO goddamn much!
She walked closer and when she was directly inform of me she got on her knees and reached a hand towards my face. Her hand rested upon my soaked cheek and she rubbed her thumb under my eye in an attempt to dry my tears, but they just kept falling.
She reached out her other hand and it was just above my chest, right where my heart would be. Her hand glowed a beautiful combination of blues and purples. The minute her hand left It didn't hurt as much as it did before.
My tears stopped and I looked straight at her and she smiled softly. She was unbelievably beautiful and it felt almost wrong to look at her. She reached her hand towards mine and stood up lifting my with her. Once we were standing he had to look down since she was much taller then me. She opened her mouth to speak and when she did it almost lulled me to a relax.
"I bet you are confused and scared right now, aren't you. This is something strange and weird to you, of course you would be." she kept smile as she spoke and that seemed to relax me even more. "No need to cry, it must hurt but you have to remember that if you really love him you want him to be happy. No matter who he is with"
"I know that that's how I should be thinking but..... it hurts and it's hurt for such a long time that it just want it to end. I know I should be happy, even if he's not with me and I used to feel that that was the right thing. But know it feels wrong and I want to be the only one he loves!!! I WANT TO BE SELFISH!!!!!I WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY ONLY WITH ME!!!" I yelled to her as the tears started to fall again.
She looked shocked that I would snap at her like that, almost as if no one to ever yelled at her. She tried to regain herself and she spoke to me again.
"Rigby, you must not really love him if you wish for him to not be happy with the one he loves. Think about it. Let him be happy. Let him be with her, It hurts now bu-" she didn't get to finish before I snapped again.
"IKNOWIKNOWIKNOWIKNOWIKNOW!!!!!!!!! I KNOW THAT, BUT IF LOVING HIM AND HAVING TO LET HIM GO HURT THIS MUCH THEN I RATHER HAVE THE PAIN KILL ME!!!! AND IT ALREADY IS, IT'S SLOWLY KILLING ME!!! I WON'T LET HIM GO!! I WON'T LET HIM BE WITH HER!!!! I'LL LET THIS PAIN SLOWLY KILL ME IF IT MEANS THAT I'M BEING SELFISH!!!!" I don't know why I snapped at her when all she was trying to do was look out for me. I should feel bad that I did that to her, but I somehow don't feel anything.
The look on her face was one of disbelief but it changed rather quickly into one of something far beyond anger. She looked like she wanted to rip me to shreds. Her face no longer held beauty, instead it held something ugly. It held hated and death.
"HOW COULD YOU WISH THAT UPON THE ONE YOU LOVE!! YOU HUMANS ARE THE WORST CREATURES ON EARTH!!! YOU ARE ALL SELFISH AND DISGUSTING THAT YOU ALL SHOULD HAVE NEVER EXISTED!!" Her hatred made her ugly and the more she yelled at me the more ugly of an appearance she took.
It wasn't long until her enraged words were incomprehensible and she no longer even looked human, but then again something as beautiful as she once was can't surely be human. Her face was...so disoriented and it way blackening. Her figure was streaming and twisting in odd angles her hair was no longer a caramel brown but a muddy green looking color, her skin was not smooth but in a scaly texture looking way.
She was horrifying. There was nothing I could do but looked at her In horror as the change was taking place. Her eyes started to drip with tears black as night and thick as tar. Her teeth were growing too long and sharp to be human. Nails long and sharp just like her teeth. She let out a horrifying shriek as she got on all fours and tried to ran at me. I dodged right on time.
She was much too fast for me to keep up and dodge all her throws at me. She ran at me again and I just had enough time to turn around as she grasped my shoulders tight with her nails.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS!!!! HE'S THE ONE YOU LOVE ISN'T HE???ISN'T HE!?!?! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO HIM?!?!?!!?YOU SAY YOU LOVE HIM!!! BUT THE MINUTE YOU HAVE HIM YOU'LL LEAVE HIM?!?!?! YOU ALL LEAVE!!! AND NOW HE MIGHT NEVER BE HAPPY EVER AGAIN BECAUSE HE'S GOT NO ONE?!?!" She continued to scream and her grip on me got tighter and tighter until I felt pools of blood oozing out from the wounds.
She inched her sharp teeth close to my face and just as she was about to bite off my head a strong force knocked her back and off me. I looked at the black figure and when I did I noticed it was the same one that I saw that day standing next to Mordecai's bed.
The words it said echoed in my head over and over again. I looked up at it, forgetting about the pain in my shoulders momentarily. It walked towards the star, it was no longer a wishing star. It was a dying star and dying stars flames burn out, to be forgotten and alone in space.
Sorry it took so long but here you have it. I'm too tierd to do any spelling errors check or whatever. I hope you enjoy this chapter and the next one will be up soon, maybe. Anyway thank you for reading.
