Previously. . .
The only reason I was the one to be affected right now is because I was in the presence of a far more stronger star then me. Ms. Lila was a shooting star and I was- am a weak star. I was back to being a pendant around Rigby's neck and above his chest. I don't have much time in this form anymore. I thought I did but I guess I'm much weaker then I thought. I just hope Rigby is safe if anything happens to me, when the time comes I know I'll cause him more harm then good.
I really am sorry , Rigby.
Now. . .
(Rigby's p.o.v)
After Rei had gone back I stayed for a little while longer with Ms. Lila. She didn't answer any of me questions, just said she'd tell me when time was right.
Right as I was beginning to start the golf cart it began to rain. It started softly and I really enjoyed it. The sound of the rain softly hitting the roof of the cart in a gentle rhythm.
One. By. One.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
It was gentle, calming, so soothing. I just wanted to relax my body and close my eyes for bit and is what I'm gonna do when I get back home. The rain was getting worse and even though I liked the rain I didn't want to get soaked and get a cold, so I drove faster.
'Hey, Rei? Are you okay bro?'I waited for a response and not long after I got one.
'Yes, I'm alright. Thank you for worrying about me.' He sounded tierd.
'Are you sure?' I was worried about him. What if he couldn't spend the rest of our time here. What if he left me, alone. All these thoughts swam around in my head.
'I'm really sure, don't worry to much about me. Are you okay?' I stayed silent for a while before I came up with what to say.
'I am,. . . Not.' I planned on telling him the same lie he just told me but I knew that our minds were connected and that he would figure it out just like he had.
'Talk to me brother, what has you in such sorrowful state?' The way he said it so formally made me giggle. This seemed to have made him happy, to see me smile.
'It's just all this, dilemma about me and my feelings for Mordecai and him and his feelings for me.' I just couldn't with all of this.
He stayed silent for a long time. We were almost home by the time he spoke again.
'Don't worry, it'll all get better soon. Just keep holding on until it does. And of it feels like it won't and you let go, I'll be there to hold on to you and lift you up.' It was all he said before he grew quiet again.
I smiled and kept on driving the the clam of the rain, now I'll just worry about the storm when it gets here.
(Mordecai's p.o.v)
After I had woken up I looked around the house for Rigby, but I didn't find him anywhere. Maybe he just went out or something. The park sure gets boring sometimes, it wouldn't surprise if he did. I didn't know what to do, the park was quite,everything was still. I wanted to get away from this silence, and right when I was gonna go out the door it opened. I stepped back in surprise when it did but relaxed when I saw Rigby step in. I let out a sigh of relief and smiled at him. He looked at me for a few before he smiled back.
"Hey Riggs, where have you been?" I asked.
"I just went to the arcade for a bit and walked around until I got tiered. How about you? Did you just wake up?" He finished with a smile. I returned it.
"Yeah I just woke up, actually I was about to head out seeing as no one was around. I was gonna head out to look for you so that we could hang out but you're here now, which is great!" I said, a little too excited on the last sentence. I blushed a bit and let out a nerves chuckle while trying to look at anything but him.
"Oh well, do you still wanna hang out? I don't mind going out again!" He was about to turn and walk back out but I held his hand before he could. I meant to get a hold of his wrist but I grabbed his hand instead. For a long time we both just stood frozen in our position.
I was gonna pull away but then I felt how warm his hand was. It was so warm, despite having been outside for a long time. It was raining so I expected them to be a little colder. I brushed my thumb over top of his hand. It was soft, soft and warm. I pulled it closer for a bit and kept feeling his warmth as well. I wanted hold it for longer, I wanted it to hold me, to pull it close to my face and feel its warmth. I realized what I had been thinking and let go of his hand as quickly as possible.
"U-m, I-I, Sorry!" I stuttered to find the right way to apologize and I tried to calm myself to talk normally.
It grew quiet and very uncomfortable. I was gonna say something but I was interrupted by Rigby.
" N-no! Its okay! um.... We can stay here and hang out. ..uh we can, um...play video games. I think Skips and Benson went out on da- um a MEETING!!! Yeah, they said they were gonna go to a meeting and aren't gonna be back until Monday." He was nervous and when he was talking about Skips and Benson he sounded as if he was covering up something.
"Yeah sure, I think Pops said he was gonna go to his family for the weekend, and Muscle-Man and High fives aren't gonna show up, like always. So, . . . I guess it's just gonna be me and you for the entire weekend." I said as I was walking towards the living room. I turned to him to see he was still standing there. "Hey are you okay Riggs?" I asked as I was about to walk over to him but he quickly nodded hi head and headed over to the kitchen, probably to get us some snack's.
He came back with a variation of chips and snack's and drinks. I got the gaming system up and asked Rigby for a game to play. He only shrugged his shoulders and opened a can of soda. I decided on a random game and grabbed the game controllers and turned back to sit on the couch next to Rigby.
We played game all night and after some time we got bored of playing do we decided to watch some movies. It was almost mid-night and I was really tiered and by the looks of it so was Rigby. HE was fighting so hard to keep his eyes open and stay awake. I chuckled softly, it was really cute how he was trying so hard to fight his sleep, his brows all furrowed and concentrated on the simple yet hard task, head bobbing from side to side. Trying to keep his eyes open and trying to keep his head up, the mere sight of it was completely adorab- wait,. . . WHAT!?!?!?!
NONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!! I did NOT just call Rigby, cute AND adorable! NOPE!! I did not. No I refuse to believe it! I did not think that my BEST FRIEND cute or adorable or sexy and I especially did not think about how I could just lean in and kiss his...soft, plum and pink lips or how I can just pull him into my arms and feel the warmth of his body or his soft chocolate colored locks of wild untamable hair tickling my nose every time we hug.
OMG!!! I. Mordecai. Blue. Fucking.Jay. Has fallen in love with my best fucking friend. Rigby Raccoon. I have fallen in love with him and I think I am okay with it.
I am soo sorry for the very long delay on this chapter!!! I have up now and know that Mordecai has realized his feelings for Rigby I think it will be much more easier to continue with this story. The reason for me not publishing this chapter sooner is because every time I had an idea I would start typing but then I would think of a picture that I could draw for the chapter like I promised in the beginning i would get distracted and I would forget the idea I had and I would spend my time thinking of what it was only to write something that might have been very different from what I had thought of before. But now that the hard part is out of the way the story can now move forward more quickly, hopefully. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and thank you for reading! Byeee~~~
