Therian Diary

Saturday, 26th of December, 2015

Wow!! It has been like... 2 months since I updated? Sorry about that.. heh. I decided to write now because I'm feeling quite nostalgic, for when I first awakened. I remember how gleeful I was, and how I travelled around a lot to feel like a wolf. 

Well, this diary pretty much proves that therianthropy wasn't a phase for me. Usually my phases last from 1-4 months. I've known I was a therian since January.. so yeah. I'm really glad that my spirituality has grown over the course of the year, I feel so much more in touch with myself, my emotions and I overall feel like I've just learnt a lot. 

I think I might have another theriotype.. I'm still really unsure. It appears when I meditate, slinking through the trees. I think it might be a fox. I'm not sure. I know it's not a bobcat though, because the bobcat is my spirit guide. I got a fox pelt for christmas, and it's making me feel super super connected to foxes, but I'm still unsure.

I recently went up to Emerald with a few friends. It's summer here in Australia, so we went on a cooler day. It was 22 degrees (c), and all of the summer leaves on the trees had grown. Emerald really lives up to it's name at this time of year! Everything was a beautiful green. We started walking off the tracks and into the bush until we came out and met another path. We just kept walking through the bush until we found this massive hill, lined with chestnut trees. It was almost like they were circling us. A beautiful, stain glass like green canopy engulfed us. It smelled like earth, and in a lovely way. My friends goofed off but I sat for half an hour and meditated in the circle of life. It was really a refreshing and enriching experience, I wanted to howl so so much, so I lifted my head back and pretended. I couldn't actually howl though.. my friends still don't really know much about therianthropy. I suspect a friend's brother might be a therian though... he seems like it.

Speaking of trying to figure out if people are therians, do you ever walk past someone on the street and get a really really strong feeling that they are a therian? I do.. I think we might be able to sense eachother, especially if one's spiritual vibration is strong enough. When I first awakened, I saw this beautiful lady in a blue blouse with suns and moons on it, and she just seemed so... spiritual? She was special and enlightened, I knew it. I just wonder if people see me like that. I wonder if another therian has walked past me, wondering if I was a therian. I dunno. Just thoughts.

Weeeeeeellll thats about 500 words, guess I'll wrap it up here. I'll try to write more often, I'm terribly sorry that I left this thing for 2 months. 

-vilks