Therian Diary

Saturday, 13th of June, 2015

Well hello everybody! It has been a long time indeed, more than a month I think. I was going through spiritual decisions and such (totally not a bs excuse for my laziness and unwillingness to write). In all seriousness, I had a bunch of exams and assignments and it was tough but hey. I'm still here.

I've spent the past week or so trying to become spiritually aware again, the exam period kind of destroyed me. Damn you education system!! I've been exploring Wicca and Paganism too, doing a fair bit of reading.

Today I walked up to the bush all alone. It was great to not have anyone walking besides me, watching me, keeping me safe. I wandered into the tall grassy parts off of the trails and it was very very nice. I also howled once or twice, because nobody was there and I guess I needed a release. I meditated a bit too. My area is surprisingly quiet on saturdays!

The only sad part was that I had nobody to talk to. I don't exactly have any therian friends I see on a daily basis or at school. There is this one kid who was my friend back in primary school, but I didn't know he was otherkin at the time. I didn't even know what otherkin meant. There is also an online friend of mine (who I am meeting in 2 weeks exactly at a convention.) but we don't really discuss therian things. I would like to catch up with the dragonkin kid though. I think he really gets me.

The upcoming winter months are exciting me. I love cold weather and rain, and hopefully we're going to drive up to some mountain and see some snow. (it seldom snows anywhere near I live, you have to drive at least an hour up into the country to see any light frost.) It has been getting colder and colder this year though.. I can't get my hopes up.

I'm also going to a convention at the end of the month. There is a vendor there who sells fox tails, one I have mentioned in previous entries, and this time I hope to get one that is not dyed. My birthday is also coming up so that means I get to buy a bunch of spiritual shit without anyone saying anything about it. Etsy, prepare yourself.

I'm hoping to head up to the same bush tomorrow, not too early in the morning but not late in the day either. It's quietest then.

I'll update soon.. and try to keep a schedule. Even though nobody reads these, I'm making it a personal goal to keep track of my spirituality and see if it's going anywhere. Yup. Seeya.

-Psychedelic Wolf