PURSUIT OF DESTINY (OnGoing)

Pursuit of Destiny - I'm Sorry

Naddie's POV

Baby? I can't believe it! They're dating and he never told me about it. Who am I to him? Honestly, I'm hurt, as a friend. Ok? just a friend. No more, no less.
He should have told me. He should have consoled me. Why does he have to hide it from me? Why? Ugh! There's a lot of question inside my head right now if only I could spill all of it, I would. My mind will eventually explode.

We're always together but he haven't told me any of it, of him courting that girl. That girl! I remembered the day when I heard them talking like I wasnt there. Jasmine, Fiona and Cara at the canteen. I'm sure I've heard that she's planning something. If only I knew that he'll gonna court her? I should have stopped him. I should have warned him about Jasmine. That she's just pulling a show. That's she's planning something. But, how will I'm gonna say that now? It's too late. They're finally dating. I hate you Mushroom head!!!

Isn't it enough tht he has been avoiding me this past days and now this? It's not that I'm angry, what I didn't like is that, he made me stupid. He never prepared me for this. He should have prepared me for what is gonna happen. I'm not yet ready.

See, we are like bestfriends. We go out a lot, talk a lot. How I'm gonna suppose to start all over again, alone? Well, it's not like I won't be able to talk to him again, but everything will going to change since he already has a girlfriend, and knowing Jasmine and her friends? They don't like me, well the feeling is mutual.

I'm at home and I couldn't think straight. I'm very much affected of what I just learned.

Suddenly, my phone rang. I looked at the registry to see who's calling.

"Mommy?", I answered the phone amused and am I hearing someone's crying on the other line. Someone's sneezing.

"Hello, mom? Are you okay? Are you crying?", I asked again.

"Naddie. . .", her voice is cracked. Yes she's crying. What could be the reason?

"Mom, why? What happened! Please, can you just speak?", I irritately said to her. I'm now confused and disturbed.

"Naddie, I'm so sorry dear.", she said.

"Mom, I don't understand! Please, make me understand! What are you sorry for?", I'm starting to get nervous.

"Your dad, Naddie. It's all his fault.", What did my father do? Ugh. I hate this. I hate guessing.

"Spill it Mommy. My God, I don't get any of those!", I shouted at her.

"Remember the day when I told you to pack your things and go there at Spain?", she started.

"I do"

"Your Daddy is a jerk Naddie, He has a mistress. I saw them one day before I told you to pack your things. Naddie, I'm so sorry but I'm leaving your father. I couldn't keep up with our relationship anymore since his infidelity is very obvious even to our business partners. They knew about it, they just hide it from me. Naddie, I won't be able to visit you yet since I needed to finish something with your Dad. Please, take care, okay?"

I was so shocked. It pierced me knowing that my dad has a mistress, it hurts me more that my mother is leaving him. It hurts, God.

I couldn't take this anymore.

Just please stop.

Stop this.

This is a nightmare. My tears keep falling.

"Mommy, I can't. Why is this happening to us!!!! Why?!?! ", I said in tears. I couldn't help sneezing and crying.

"I barely see you both, you barely talk to me, you barely call me, you don't have time for me but I never said anything, although I'm hurting! But this, I couldn't take this Mommy. Please. If you could still fix it, please do so! Please Mommy, I'm begging you. Should I come back to Paris now?".