First Female {The Maze Runner/Newt FanFiction}

Chapter 6

Forrest's POV,

I woke up feeling like I was in the Glade but it was the room I was staying in. I remembered I was crying last night. I can't remember why but the closest I can get to my reason is missing the Glade. I don't know why i miss it, I hate that place! It was horrible! There was a knock in my door again, it must be Mary again.

"Come in Mary!" I yelled for her. I was right! She came in with a tray again but instead it was just cereal and some yogurt.

"I heard you crying last night. Is anything wrong?" Mary asked sitting next to me on the bed. I could feel my heart acing inside and my eyes starting to burn and water. I tried to hold back the best I can't.

"I don't know why but I really miss the Glade. I don't know why though?! I hate that place but also again I miss it very deeply. All those people in the glade! I miss so much!" I said starting to cry. Mary hold me for comfort and try's to cheer me up.

"Forrest! It's going to be alright! You'll get over it!" She said with sympathy.

"But I can't!" I said I between sobs.

"I don't know why I'm crying! I should be happy I'm out but I'm actually sad I'm out!" I said crying again. Mary wipes away my tears.

"Forrest! Everything is going to be okay! So stop crying please?" Mary asked again. I try my best but I'm weak. I need to be strong.

"I don't know who sent me into the maze or why they did but I want to find them, and I'm gonna kill them" I made a vow.

"Then you better see this" She said taking my device. She showed my footage of when I was here. She rewinds a camera that was set up here. Infact the dream that I have every time a Greenie comes. its not a dream... My mind is trying to remember my history. No wonder my dream always has Newt in it. It's trying to regain my memory's. I start to cry when I saw the footage of Newt being in the water container. I was standing infront of him, you could see the pain that was in my heart.

"Newt, I stand here before you to make a promise. I promise that when you get out of here and into the maze, I promise I will never forget you. Whenever I'm sad or mad, the thought of our memoirs in be in my head and I'll smile with joy. All I asked of you is to never forget the memories we have together. I want you to be happy, even if I'm not there with you" I explained started to tear up. The memory of that scene pops in my head, I tried my best to stop crying.

"All I'm asking you is to know my existence" I finally said back there. I start staring at the ground and water flows out of my eyes like a waterfall. Then my brother Thomas walks in.

"Come on sis, let's go before your in any more pain" Thomas says holding me for comfort. I walk with him before I take one last look of Newt then walk out.

"So it was you who took my memories!" I realise in disgust. I couldn't even look at her.

"I'm so sorry Forrest! I didn't want to do this in the first place! Ava and t-"

"Go" I cut her off.

"Pardon?" She asked startled.

"Go!" I said louder and disgusted. She nods and does what I said. I just sat on my bed and cried my eyes out.I'm in more pain then I was in the Glade. I need to get out of here! Like today!