This Is My Story

Chapter 4: Acting

Donny's PoV

Tanghali nako nagising dahil napagod talaga ako siguro. Lumabas ako ng kwarto at nag hanap ng pagkain, brunch nanaman ako neto.

Tahimik lang sa bahay na hindi naman normal, dahil lagi ditong maingay, at masaya. Naninibago ako ngayon. Parang may mali yata? Kaya naman hinanap ko ang kapatid kong lalaki na si Reece, nakakabata kong kapatid, mas matanda ako sakanya ng ilang taon lang naman.

Nakita ko siya na naka upo sa may living room, iba na ang kutob ko dito, hindi naman ganito tong lalaking to eh? Lagi tong masaya at makulit. Pero ngayon napaka seryoso ng kanyang itchura na parang may napaka malalim na pinag dadaanan.

Pakiramdam ko nga tumaas ang mga balahibo ko at bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko sa kaba.

Nilapitan ko siya at hinawakan sa may balikat niya, para gumaan naman ang pakiramdam niya. Hindi talaga ako sanay sa batang to ng ganito.

Bigla niya akong tinignan mata sa mata, na mas lalo lang nag padagdag sa kaba ko. May mali talaga dito eh.
Mag sasalita na sana ako ng bigla itong nag salita.

"You! You're the reason why I'm like this now. It's because of you!" Pang bungad niya. Na kinatakot ko naman. Ano ba ang nagawa ko sakanya? Nagulat na lang ako ng may biglang pumatak na luha galing sa kanyang mga mata.

"If you didn't meddle with my life I would've still been with her. She couldn't have died there!" Mas humagulgol na ito sa pag iyak niya matapos niya itong sabihin, at ako nakikinig lamang na nanginginig dahil sa takot na sinasabi ng kapatid ko. Ano ba ang nagawa ko?

"She... She died there Joe. She died there!! I saw her die infront of me. She died in my arms, asking why was I not with her, when I promised to be by her and never leave her side no matter what happens." Joe? Sino si Joe? Takang taka kong isip. Pero bumalik lahat ng kaba ko nuong bigla niyang tinanggal ang kamay ko sa balikat niya at biglang tumayo.

"If you didn't forced me to stay, she would've still been alive. We should've been happy by now. But NO!! I left her, I left her side and chose to be with you because you said you needed me!!

But all along you just fooled me until I got tired of everything you say. I went to her house and saw her, lying on the floor bleeding. There was so many blood back then and I didn't know what to do. I was so crashed. Broken to what I was seeing. I didn't know what to do anymore.

I just stayed there. Cried and cried for leaving her. I still showed her my strong side. For her not to be afraid and know that I'm by her side. Before she died she said this one last thing that finally made me weak. She said the words that I would regret forever.

"I love you Ashton. I will never regret of loving you. You showed me the true meaning of love, happiness and joy. Would you please say sorry for me, to your brother. I didn't know that he's mad at me. I'm not mad at him. For wanting me die. Say sorry for me, please?"

She said those words while holding my face. I just held her hands and cry. I told her, dont say such things Cassandra, no one's gonna die. Alright? Well fight for this.

We'll be strong. No one's letting go. She just looked at me and smile while moving her head from left to right saying no. She said 'I love you ' one last time while smiling and a tear fell from her eyes. And closed her eyes forever."

He glared at me. If looks can kill I would've died by now. His eyes were burning. There were so many emotions of hatred, anger and pain.

I was just dumb founded I just stood there shocked by everything that I heard. I didn't even realized that I was crying. I dont know why? Maybe because of the atmosphere. It's so heavy. That I could actually feel the pain, he's feeling.

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Vann's POV

Gusto ko sanang kumuha ng tubig ng may bigla akong narinig na salitang 'died. Na nigas ako sa narinig ko at biglang kinabahan.

Walang pag aalin langan ay lumabas ako ng kwarto at nakinig sa nag uusap. I just listen to them. Kitang kita ko sa mukha ng kapatid kong si Donny na naguguluhan na siya sa lahat ng naririnig at gusto na lamang umiyak ng umiyak. Si Reece naman ayun tuloy lang sa pag sasalita.

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