Seeing is believing

Chap 2

              **12 years later**
I sighed before grabbing the orange, cylinder tub. I pulled off the lid and poured two circular pills into my open palm. Without hesitation, I fired them into my mouth with a tilted head. I downed the glass of water in front of me and swallowed. I sighed again. "Y/N?" My eyes when to my closed bedroom door. Shit! I push the lid back on and hid the medication bottle I my desk drawer before my mother could walk in. I herd a faint knock on the door before it creaking open. " Honey? I need to talk to you." I bit my lower lip as I turned to face my mother who was dressed in black as always. I ran my hand through my hair. "What is it?" I asked rudely.  My mother sighed before placing the handkerchief she carries everywhere to her lips. She's got the habit of doing that. It started after my fathers death, ten years ago. My heart ached at that memory. "Darling, I just received a call from your headmistress at school." Oh this should be interesting, although I don't recall do anything of recently . " whatever she had to say, I didn't do it." I started, turning my back on my only parent. I'm know for causing trouble. I felt a fragile hand on my shoulder. "Darling. She told me that you've fallen behind extremely. That you are always half asleep in class, and if not that, you are starting in to space. Have you been resting lately?" I gulped as I became hot.i hat lying to mother, especially now that she is mourning. "Yes, of course I have." I chirped, turning round with a face smile. But I didn't get the reaction I had hoped for. Mother frowned and folded her arms. "Don't lie to me Y/N." My eyes went a little wide. She sound so serious, especially since she used my name and not some silly pet one. "I know you've been forcing yourself to stay awake. I see your light on at night, and the bags under your eyes are very noticeable." That's when she sighed heavily. "And I know what's in that drawer of yours." My hart dropped. Mother's face was pained but also angered. "Why are you constantly taking medication to keep yourself awake Y/N?"........