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This is kind of depressing. I'm not good at writing this sad stories :( I'm running out of ideas xD I'm going to make the next part a little bit shorter and then mabey adding a smut? :D Tell me if you have any good ideas :3Denis pov
I knocked. Ben opened the door and smiled. I smiled back and closed the bathroom door behind me. I put my clothes and stuff next to the sink. I showered and chaged my clothes. I took my blade out of the little bag, where I keep it. I cried, like always, looking myself from the mirror, hating everything in my face, body, everything. I started to draw lines on my skin with the blade. I cutted deeper and deeper....
Ben pov
I opened the bathroom door, expecting it to be empty.
- Oops sorry I thought you were ready, I said and saw that Denis was crying. He looked at me and something falled to the sink from his hand. I got closer. The sink was filled with blood stains that came from his arms.
- Denis.....
I whispered and hugged him.
- I'm sorry, He said and cried even harder.
- How long have you kept doing this? I asked quietly.
- four months, he whispered.
We just hugged in silence.
- Come, I said after couple minutes and took his hand. I took some rubbing alcohol and started to clean his cuts. After cleaning I placed Denis to sit on the sofa and went to search my first aid pack. I found what I was looking for.
Denis pov
Ben sitted next to me, slightly shaiking.
- I'm so sorry, I said and Ben took my hand. He put the bandage over my cuts and kissed my wrist before looking at my eyes.
- Seriously you have to stop, Ben said and I nodded.
- I will try it... I said.
- It will be hard, I know.
Ben contiuned.
- Yeah... Wait.. How do you know?
I asked and Ben smiled sadly.
- I've been in the same situation, he said and I hugged him.
- I love you, I whispered and Ben kissed my forehead.
- I love you too.
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Take My Hand (Brustoff fanfic)
Hayran KurguDenis and Ben are roommates now. Denis moved to England from his mom to be In asking alexandria. At the first day he realises that he's in love with Ben.....