I Didn't Give a Shit.. Until I Met Him

"This is the nineth highschool you've been kicked out of and third this year, get kicked out of this school and we'll fuckin' kick you out of the house , got it?" My father yelled at me.

"Im not promising" I replied honestly.

"ALEX! What did you just say to me?"

"I said im not fucking promising" With that my dad slapped me. My parents are drunks and enjoy abusing me , i got used to it but it still hurts. I got kicked out of the third highschool this year just because i threw a teacher down the stairs. He deserved it , he treated me like shit therefore i must treat him like shit. As you can guess im not a parents dream child , but my parents aint a dream either. They hate me and I hate them , its a beautiful relationship we have together. Note the sarcasm.

I turned out this way because of them anyway. They abuse me which turned me aggressive. Not my fault.

Unfortunately , my newest highschool is with the students i went to elementary and middle school with. I dont want to see them again , I had some friends but there not going to recognize me , its crazy how much I changed. Im not that innocent girl anymore.

"LIsten , Alex if you do shit , you'll get into shit , okay?"

"Mmm Hmm" I mumbled to myself. I wasn't going to tell him okay , because I dont want him to get the satisfaction that we won and argument over me and i didn't want to lie , i'll probably get into shit. This is why I get abused so much , I never listen to my parents and always talk back.

"Whats that?" My dad yelled.

"Whats what?" I asked innocently. Well my dad didn't think so and slapped me on the other cheek.

"Dont you fucking play dumb with me" My dad yelled once more. I didn't either bother replying because whatever I said would have gotten him mad. I just went up to my room and slammed the door shut.

I want to get kicked out of this crap house, but I have nowhere to go and no money. My parents never give me money, I have to steal money, and I dont have enough to get my own place. Fuck My Life.

I put on some shorts and a sports bra on and made my way to bed. But before i went to bed I couldn't help but notice all the bruises and scars all over my body, some from my parents and some from fights I get into.

I woke up pissed because l have to start a new school today. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself , i looked like shit. My brown hair was all over the place , under my hazel eyes were puffy dark circles, my lightly tanned skin had red blotches all over my face , probably from my dads slap yesterday. I decided not to put on makeup because im simply lazy. I tied my hair into a messy bun. I put on black ripped tights on and a baggy T-shirt with my motto on it 'You Fuck With Me I Fuck With You'. I also had a tattoo that said that on my stomach.

Luckily my parents weren't home or they will tell me to put on a 'friendlier' shirt, because there oh so friendly.

I quickly ate a bowl of cereal put on my converse and headed to my car. The only reason I had a car was because i stole it from my parents. I painted it black and on the sides it says 'FUCK YOU' in white letters. As you can see i'm a very hateful person, but thats how I was raised. The police are always on my back to erase the words on my car but i refused. Which of course earned me another beating from my parents.

I got to my new school and immediatly recognized some faces. I walked to the front of the school and recieved looks from everyone. A few people recognized me which I found weird because the last time they saw me i was in grade eight and l surely changed from then.

One fimiliar girl walked towards me , Jess Kindel. She ruined my life in grade eight but that was back when i was weak and vonurable.

"Well if it isn't for Alex James" She smirked.