Shut Up | Zach Clayton | Completed

Fourteen:

NICK BEANS NEW SONG... 😍😍😍

Chapter Fourteen; You Never Know!

"Hey." Javeon smiled, at me. I shrugged.

I was still in the hotel room. I don't care if I have a little over a week left in Florida, I wanted to stay in this room. I was too depressed to leave.

"Zach's really upset he doesn't know, what he did wrong." Javeon told me. I frowned, once he said that.

He was upset...because of me.

"He didn't do anything, though." I said, not caring that my hair was a mess in front of Javeon. I guess that's what happens when your in denial.

"Then why are you mad at him?" He asked, I shook my head.

"I'm not, I'm mad at myself." I said grabbing my phone and tweeting a new tweet. I've been doing that more lately, tweeting. It helps me, writing tweets help me express my feelings... It's weird.

@saphxfire: I'm not mad at you I'm mad at myself...

I didn't bother looking at the replies I knew they were all going T say 'what are you talking about?' Or 'who are you talking about?'

"But why?" Javeon asked confused.

"Cause I'm scared?" I shrugged, not even knowing what was happening to me to be honest.

"Your scared?"

"I guess I'm just scared to get my heart broken." I added, "I'm afraid to fully be in love."

Javeon nodded, sitting down. "It's not that bad you know."

"What's not bad?" I asked, confused.

"Falling in love?" He shrugged, awkwardly.

It was silent for a few seconds.

"Hey um Mocha?"

He laughed, "yeah Marshmallow?"

"What is it like?" I asked, really wanting to know what it felt like to be in loveZ

"What does what feel like?" He asked, confused.

"Love?" I asked, he looked at me weirdly. "I know you love her, I see the way you look at Valentine."

He nods sighing, "it feels like I'm on cloud nine. I feel free, happy-"

"Like eating candy for the first time?" I cut him off, he looked at me and nodded, chuckling quietly.

"What about you?"

I gave him a 'bish whet' look and he rolled his eyes. "How do you feel around Zach."

"Nervous, anxious, happy, everything."

He looked at me and laughed, "I never knew girls could get whipped."

I raised my middle finger to flip him off and after I did he gasped and pretended to be hurt.

Rolling my eyes I went onto Twitter to see the Zach has tweeted...

@bruhitszach: what did I do now? 😒