Shut Up | Zach Clayton | Completed

Thirteen:

I know it's not my day to update... But I posted a new Zach story called Cinderella don't worry, I will still update this story ever Saturday!

Chapter Thirteen; Heart Broken

"So, how-"

"Good, okay! It was good!" I exclaimed.

I was getting sick of everyone talking about Zach. I get it, he's amazing, Okay. I already know. Stop telling me that every five minutes. Jesus!

"Wow, okay someone has their period." Pandora said putting her hands up in defense, I rolled my eyes trying to go back to sleep.

I do not have my period! Can't I just be sad, mad, or any other emotion without someone saying it's my time of the month.

It's so irritating!

"Sapphire you have to get up-"

"NO, IM STAYING HERE." I exclaim, not wanting to move. I was to comfortable, and confused about yesterday's events.

"Is this about yesterday?"

"Not everything is about Zach." I replied annoyed.

"But yes." I added mumbling.

Pandora smiled, sitting next to me. "What happened?"

"Nothing." I lied not wanting to talk about it.

"Saph."

"Fine! Okay I think I like Zach." I whispered into my pillow, crying again. I really wish I didn't. But I can't help it. He's so funny, and cute. He loves animals, he's so nice once you get to know him. He has this smile that can just cheer anyone up. Plus his eyes, they are blue and green, they change colors. They could be blue one day, but look completely green another.

He was so spontaneous and random. When I'm around him, it feels like I'm the only one in the world. Like time has stop and it's just us.

"What?" Pandora asked, breaking me out of my thoughts. She has been doing that a lot lately. I got my fave out of the pillow and continued.

"I think I like Zach..."

"But you know nothing about him." Pandora argued.

"I know his favorite color is red, his birthday is June twenty second, he doesn't just like cheese pizza, he always has to make the Mariana sauce light because if it isn't light he won't eat it. I know his dogs name is Jersey. I know that he is in a group called 5quad on Younow. I know that-"

I stopped noticing what Pandora was doing.

"I like him don't I?" I said, frowning. I didn't want to like him.

"Yep. Sorry, Saph."

"I can't though. Pandora I can't." I complained, Pandora chuckled.

"Why can't you? You know everything about him, even the most randomest shit."

"Because because I don't want too." I argued. "I don't want him to break my heart, I don't want to break his heart."

She looked at me with sorry eyes. "Your not Hazel Grace. Stop acting like it. Your not going to randomly die, and break his heart."

I nodded, still not agreeing with her.

"What if he breaks my heart, though?" I ask, frowning.

I already had my heart broken once, and let me tell you it was not fun!

"I don't know. I can't say he won't because I don't know if that will happen."

That's when I look up at her to see that she was completely serious.

"But I do know this. Sapphire life is too short to not take risks. This is one of those risks you can take."

I look at her in disbelief, "since when were you so deep?"

I sniffled waiting for her response.

"Since now. I guess."

She left the room leaving me there with my thoughts.

Zach could break my heart, I could break his heart. I don't want to hurt him. I think I already have hurt him. I pushed him away, yesterday. All because I was selfish.

I was selfish and scared. I didn't want my heart to be broken... But I think I just broke his.

Feeling bored, and depressed I tweeted randomly.

@saphxfire: Hello, Santa Clause? Can I get a new life for Christmas cause the one I have is confusing.

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Word count: 644

Tired af so yeah... Goodnight!

Comment what Zach and Sapphire's shipname would be!