Thirty-One:

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Chapter Thirty-One; Risks

"Zach's still ignoring you?" Kylee asked. We were in the hotel room, packing since it was our last day of Digi for a while.

I nodded, "happy New Years to me." I told her sighing.

She rolled her eyes, "I still think he's stupid and it's passed New Years."

"I know..."

''are you okay?'' She asked, randomly watching me with a look in her eyes, that just screamed, 'I pity you.' I didn't bother lying, so I told her the truth.

''I truly do not know.''

She nodded, and then Maddie came in.

"Zach wants to talk to you..." She told me.

I gave Kylee and her a, 'really? Now' look and she nodded.

"He's in the guys room." Maddie instructed me.

I nodded, giving them one last sigh before I walked out of the room, running my hand through my hair as I walked to his room.

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I knocked on the door and Zach instantly answered. I rolled my eyes and went into the room with my arms crossed.

"Saph-"

"Explain." I stated, not even giving him a chance to say anything.

"I had to." He complained, "she said if I don't kiss you then she's going to-" Zach cut himself off, stopping himself from continuing.

"She's going to what?"

"Hurt you."

"And you believe her."

He nodded, "she's done it before. Remember Felicity?"

"Felicity Pharr?" I asked, remembering how Felicity came to school with two broken arms and a broken nose.

"She had someone kill her."

I nodded, watching Zach's eyes fill with tears.

"Why though? Why haven't you told me sooner?" I asked, finding tears form into my eyes as well.

"She said if I kissed you or anything she would hurt the both of us."

I glanced up at him one more time, to see that the tears were flowing down his cheeks.

Just looking at him crying made me cry.

"I don't want to see you get hurt."

"It doesn't matter, I got hurt either way." I reminded him, not caring if I made him guilty.

"I-I'm sorry." Zach whispered.

"Is it to late to say sorry?" Zach asked, bringing up Justin Bieber's song.

"No." I sighed.

"I love you fire. I really do. I love you so much that it actually hurts me."

Tears were still running down Zachs cheeks. I sighed and ran to him. I hated seeing him like this.

"What are you doing?" Zach asked, but it was to late. I already pulled him into a hug.

"I love you Zach. I love you so much." I cried.

I didn't care if I was getting my shirt wet with my tears, I just needed him. I needed to feel his hugs.

"I'm sorry." Zach said pulling away.

"I can't do this." He sighed. "We can't do this."

I gave him a confused look, "do what?"

"Love each other. She'll hurt you."

"I can't just stop loving you!" I argued.

He shook his head, "you have too."

I shook my head back at him, "what are you saying?"

"I think we should take a break."

Tears both came down from our eyes.

I nodded, totally not agreeing but not giving him the energy to argue.

"If that's what you want." I sighed walking backwards away from him and towards the door.

"You think I want this?" Zach growled, coming closer to me.

I opened my mouth to talk but Zach cut me off.

"You-"

"Shut up." He hissed, "Shut Up!"

My eyes widened at his tone. He walked closer to me, and I backed away until my back harshly hit the door. Zach hovered over me, his arm above my head on the door. This Zach actually scared me, but only a little because when I looked into his beautiful blue eyes, my fear washed away and it was only him, me, and my love for him.

"I don't want this. I want you, but she'll hurt you."

I closed my eyes, sighing. "What's life without a little risk?"

I opened my eyes to see his piercing blue ones staring into mine, "death."

"At least we'll die together, right?"

He chuckled, shaking his head as he took his hand of the door.

I continued to lean onto the door, and Zach continued to hover over me.

"I forgot to give you something." Zach sighed.

I gave him a sad smile, as I saw his face stained with dry tears.

"And that would be?"

"This." Zach smiled, harshly placing his lips onto mine.

When he pulled away, I couldn't help but give him a look of awe.

That was by far the best kiss we have shared, it was rough and sloppy but it meant something. It meant that he loved me. It meant that I love him.

"So are you going to take the risk? Or Nah?"

"Yass boo." Zach sighed, trying to not sound emotional.


"I'm going to take the risk."

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This is only 775 words but I think that's enough, usually chapters are 1k words wrong but I'm pretty close to 1k words, so I'm fine.

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