Shut Up | Zach Clayton | Completed

Twenty-Six:

Write in the comments how I should end this book. I'm not ending now, not tomorrow, I'm just already thinking of how to end it.

Chapter Twenty-Six; Distant

I have been very distant from my friends, for the past month. I know they Arn't the ones to blame about how I got anxiety, but I wasn't blaming them. I was blaming myself.

For no reason, that is. I had no reason to blame myself, either I didn't do anything wrong.

I couldn't blame anyone.

I couldn't blame the fans, I couldn't blame the haters, I couldn't blame Zach. I couldn't blame anyone.

All I could do was blame myself for being so distant with all of them. Because now that the tour is over, at least for now.

Kylee went back to Dallas, and Maddie went back to wherever the hell she lives. Zach still lives in the same town as me.

But I've been distant, and I think Zach has moved on, and not just us being friends, but us dating.

"You know, he misses you too." Sterling said casually, once again opening up the fridge to see if there was food that he had an interest in eating. Just like the twenty times before he closed it back up again feeling disappointed and hungry.

"No. He's mad at me." I sighed, rolling eyes at Sterlings stupidly.

"You both are so stupid, he misses you and you clearly miss him. Plus you should apologize to him, because you started ignoring him for no reason. I invited him here on Friday. So, tomorrow on Friday, you are going to talk to Zach."

"Um. No. I'm not doing that." I state, rolling my eyes before stomping away.

He was right though, I dooo miss Zach. But what if Zach is still mad at me, you know, since I ignored him for no reason.

Well, a reason. But a shitty reason.

A really dumb shitty reason, that shouldn't even be a reason, since it's so irrelevant.

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"SAPPHIRE ZACHS HERE." Sterling yelled. So I could hear him from my room. But I ignored him.

I missed Zach like crazy, but like I said, Zach is probably beyond pissed at me.

I may have ignored my brothers yelling, but I haven't ignored his texts. Especially because he was spamming me.

So, i decided to just turn off my phone and watch t.v. In result to me watching t.v, I went downstairs to make myself some popcorn.

I almost tripped down the stairs, though. I had the blanket wrapped around me like a coat.

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I went into the kitchen to look for popcorn, but I heard a cough and then a groan from Sterling that made me jump and turn around.

When I turned around, I saw the most amazing thing ever. Cliché I know it was, Zach.

We remained eye connect, until I just snapped. I really have missed him. I pushed past the counter and into his arms.

He stumbled back, but wrapped his arms around me. By now, I have broke, I started crying. Viciously may I add, onto him.

"Shhh... It's okay. I'm right here." Zach whispered, comforting.

"I'm sorry." I sobbed, he continued tracing little circles on my back.

"Don't be."

I pulled away, after a little while, still having tears run down my face.

"I'm sorry." I said, smiling sadly as I realized his arms were still around me.

I slowly looked down at his lips, missing the feeling of what they had, when they were against mine.

Taking him by surprise, I held his cheeks with my hands and brought my lips to his.

I felt him kiss back, as tears continued to roll down my face.

I didn't know that missing some one, could hurt this much.

Why am I such an idiot?

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Drama's coming up!

Ya'll better get your popcorn!!!

Loveeee youuuu