Not good enough

4. Looking for Hope

Monday 6am

My alarm goes off, school today , which pretty much sucks.

School has assholes and whores and no people that see things the way I do , they don't see the reality of things , maybe that's why they are always happy .

I get up and decide to wake up Jake.

"Jakey, wake up lovie" I whisper in his ear.

He groans , then stretches, I get up getting dressed into sweatpants and a jacket , why wear nice clothes to school when there is no one to impress anyway .

I make eggs and bacon for both of us , and have an apple each

"you are coming to my highschool right?" in hope of him to say yes.

"yeah , I am , I might be a little late though , I need to do some stuff first ."

That's odd... anyway , I notice the time and give Jake a kiss on the cheek , and say goodbye, then he pulls me back onto his lap and gives me a full kiss on the lips .

"See you later" he says after the kiss and smiles like the cuties he is .

I head out the door, and began to walk to school which is 5 minutes away.

As I enter the building , I head for my locker , until I was pushed against other lockers and fall to the ground, I look up and see the bitches of the school.

Jessica Williams, and her blondie bimbos, Jessica Williams has the richest parents in the town and the blondie bimbos follwer her every order and live like her , Dixie and Katie, the bimbo's names.

"Watch were you are going , you piece of shit." Jessica flips her hair , and kicks me in the stomach with her heels. "Go to hell Washington." she adds bluntly.

" I already am ." I whispered, to myself of course.

"What did you say ?" she laughs .

"I said I Al-read-y aa-mm" I say slowly then simply walked away,.

I didn't want to put up with her crap, I walked into class and sat down in my seat , then once the teacher walked he started the lesson and luckily there was no more bimbos and blondies.

*2 hours later*

It was lunch , and I went to the cafeteria and to get food and sat down , then someone I have never seen before sat next to me, she seemed just like me  so might as well make a new friend.

"Hi , the name is Jemmah or you can just call me Jem(pronounced gem)" the girl smiles.

"Hello  , my name is Lisa and you can call me whatever you'd like." I reply with my hand shaking hers .

"I'll call you lise(pronounced lees), is that fine?" she asks , then I nod. I kinda liked the nickname.

"Are you new here?" I ask , but of course she is new , I have never seen her before , but I needed to start a conversation.

" Yes I am , I moved in from Florida , and now were here in Miami, my mom and dad both got a job here and own a cafe." she tells me which give me an idea.

Maybe her parents can give me a job at the cafe and then I could find another job as part time , that should help me right?

" Hey , do you think your parents can give me a part time job ? Like as soon as possible?" I ask with a ton of hope .

"Yeah sure I can ask for you , and they are looking for people to hire , so I don't think it should a problem." she assured me with a bright smile.

Jem had pretty blue eyes, and blonde hair and she didn't even look like the kind of girl that would be part of the blonde bimbos.

Cafeteria emptied and lunch was finished , and classes began again. I still didn't see Jake, which made me worry about him , he said he had stuff to do but for 3 hours , what on earth could it be ??