The Love For Pain

Chapter 1

I slammed my room door and locked it as fast as I can. I couldn't handle this no more. Those people outside are just horrible. You can't rely on anyone, our generation is full of bullshit, and assholes.

Running to my dresser I opened the drawer and got all the pictures of David and I, and tore them as much as I could. Crying my soul out, I knew at some point in my life it would end this way. Even though I tried my best to avoid these feelings, maybe I jinxed it, or maybe someone else is better for him. I did everything to make us a perfect pair, from ditching class, to running away from home during the middle of the night, everything.

I got my phone and deleted everything that had to do with that jerk. If he dumped me for no reason, then good for him. I hate him, yesterday I loved him, today he means nothing to me.

Suddenly I got a Facebook message from someone unknown. His name was Louis. My eyes got furious just looking at the first few words that popped up onto the screen. He wanted to know why I dumped David. My eyes got even more furious. I didn't dump that bitch, he dumped me.

Now that pretty much everyone in the entire school believes that I dumped David when its the other way around, my day just got worse and worse by the second. I kept getting messages from my old friends to random strangers asking why I dumped David. I decided to delete all my social media, but I knew that it wouldn't help at all.

Sitting down on the floor facing my dresser, I had a thought of something. Something that I promised I would never do. But, it was the only way to take my mind of everything right now, and make things much happier.

Cutting.