StepBrothers -Ianthony ~ (BoyXBoy) ~

Chapter 56

Anthony's POV

We had to go to school that day. I had talked to the principle and she apparently talked to our parents and we are being forced to come back to hell.

Ian was coughing like crazy and I couldn't figure out why, I gave him cough syrup earlier and he's still coughing up a storm. He would cough until his eyes were red and watery.

I looked over at him as I heard small coughs coming from him. "Ian.. we could go home early." I whisper, keeping my distance as he could cough onto my face in an instant.

I saw his eyes dilate as he looked up at me. "I-I'm sorry." He whispered, his eyes still watery. His eyes were completely dilated and I personally thought it looked adorable.

I shook my head and smiled softly, keeping my hands stuffed deeply into my pockets. "It's fine, beautiful." I mumbled, looking towards the clock. "We've got 5 minutes til' the bus comes, let's get outta here." I say as I grab my backpack.

He nodded and picked up his, still letting out small coughs. I smiled sadly as I voluntarily took his hand, leading him outside. "Ready to go?" I asked, smiling down at him. He nodded, still keeping his gaze to the small tissue in his hand.

I kissed his forehead, closing the door and leading him down the sidewalk, still hearing coughs and extra tiny sneezes following each one. I sighed as I looked towards him. "Ian you don't have to go- we can stay home." I say, giving him a concerned and serious look.

He only shook his head and walked passed me, sitting down on the bench next to the bus stop sign. I sat down next to him and took his hand, interlocking our fingers. "You look terrible.." I whisper. His eyeliner was drained down his cheeks and there were black circles beneath his eyes and trust me, I knew he was pale but he was ghostly pale right now.

I ignored it for the time being and shook my head as the bus came, leading him to the back to sit down. He sat down and I could tell he was dizzy, I sat down next to him and patted softly on my shoulder. "Your pillow has been fluffed, sir." I say, letting a small smile grow on my lips.

He let out small cough, gently laying his cheek on my shoulder. I smiled wider as I leaned back, letting his head slide down onto my chest. He was being quiet today and I hadn't known why, but it was weird.

We had arrived at school and it looked the same as I had remembered, the only thing that has changed.. was Ian. He wasn't the Ian I knew right now.

I gently tapped his shoulder, seeing his eyes open up and look at me with a tired expression. "We're here." I whisper to him. He let out a small sneeze as he sat up, rubbing his eyes and looking out the window, letting out an uncomfortable sigh.

I shook my head and gently hugged my arms around his waist, picking him up and walking down the aisle slowly, walking down the steps. I was holding him bridal style, I knew everyone's eyes were stuck on us as it had been a few weeks since we've been at school, I heard some people speaking in the crowds of how we supposedly "died".

I walked into the school, everyone had their eyes on Ian. He looked like a ghost, he looked like an emo ghost I must add. His hair was flipped to the side, covering his left eye and his eyeliner was staying in the same place, drained across his cheeks and of course, covering his eyelids. Yet his skin was so pale that it looked like it was painted white, his lips were a dark pink and his eyelashes were curled out.

Everyone had a shocked look in their eyes as they only kept their gaze on Ian's face, everyone was frozen in their spots as I passed by them, slowly making my way towards our own lockers.

Ian had black and white converse on and a small anklet on his ankle holding a small charm of a golden heart. I wonder where he got it.

I gently sat him down, opening his locker to grab his books, yet something caught my eye. A shine was glowing in my eye as I looked to the side, seeing a small Blade hidden in the side of the locker.

I took it out and of course, it was a razor blade. I was disappointed but I wasn't disappointed in Ian. I was disappointed in the fact he thought this was the way to erase your problems. I soon heard small grumbles coming from beneath me, but then a small gasp and a small hand snatch the blade out of my hand.

I looked down at him seeing his faded blue eyes and the eyeliner was smudged, and the best part was, a small blush was flushed on both of his cheeks.

I furrowed my eyebrows after I had noticed that he took the blade. "I didn't mean-" I was cut off by his soft sobbing filling the halls. I didn't know what to do as I took out his books and sat down next to him. "I.. I'm sorry.." I whisper, seeing him fiddling with the blade in his finger tips, ever now then poking the corner of it to his finger. "It's alright." I soon heard the small voice say.

I saw him stand up, opening his locker and supposedly putting the blade in a new spot, soon joining me back on the floor. "You weren't supposed to find out." He whispered, looking down to the floor.

I furrowed my eyebrows and gently took his hand. "Why not?" I asked, being gentle with his hand. "You would think it was pathetic." He mumbled, not moving his hand. I instantly shook my head. "It's not pathetic." I say, shaking my head.

That's when he pulled up his sleeves, there was more than 50 cuts at least I could count. There were words, lines and just plane criss crosses. "Oh Ian.."
I whispered. He quickly pulled down his sleeve before I could read over one of the words, the only sentence I made out was,

please don't leave me.

A/N

DUN WORRY GUIZ ITS GONNA GET BETA SOON :3 U EXCITED CUZ IM EXCITED

my mom found my idea book for my books and one of them was lingerie (don't ask) and I got a long talk.. and I ended up lying;-; I need to sit in a corner and think about what I've done

Gah you didn't have to read this
-_- I'm so sorry for wasting your time DXX I'll just go:p be back soon guys! <3