Gone *UNDER COMPLETE EDIT*

Chapter Nineteen

I can't feel any part of my body. Is this what being dead feels like? I can hear talking and I know Connor is talking. But I can't open my eyes or speak its like my body won't let me. He kisses my cheek and leaves the room. I so want to just hug him. But my body is dead, my mind alive and active. Am I dead?

As I fall into a dark abyss. When I rise from the abyss I see a group of angels my deceased parents, my deceased sisters, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins. I see all the memories with family.

Then I see the devils, the men who took me, all my enemies from high school, and people I don't even no. In the center is a giant clear box. In that clear box is josh, Connor, everyone I love that is still alive.

In the corner of the room I see a bright red heart. I open the box and find pictures of all of my boyfriends. But then I find josh’s picture. We've never dated, but I guess in my mind I've always wanted to.

I close my heart and go to the other end of the room, there is a black box. I open the black box and find some memories from my kidnapping, just the sane things I knew before. Then that voice knocks me out of this memorial. Josh's voice.