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Chapter Five~Thanks for everything.

---Some time later---

We were now sitting on the kitchen table, both with a huge plate of spaghetti in front of us. Felix was eating slowly  and that made my feel kind of embarassed,because I always eat so fast. So, fighting the urge to "clean" my plate, I started eating slower. I didn't want Felix to think I'm a pig.

What the fuck am I talking about?

Since when is my best friend going to judge me by the fact that I eat fast ?

Ugh.

I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes.

"Um,Ryan..? Are you okay?" Felix asked, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Huh?" I asked in confusion.

"You look like you're in pain" he explained, looking worried.

I laughed - a nervous laugh- "Yeah I'm fine"

"You don't like the food? Sorry, I'm not the bestest chef, heheh, I know, but I really tried hard on this one,but still, it's okay if you don't like it. we can always order a piz-"

I interrupted him from mambling.

"No, it's really tasty, I like it"

Felix grinned."Thanks Cry"

"Don't worry 'bout it Pewds!" I said and we both laughed. God, it's been a while since our last co-op.Maybe we should play together again.

The rest of the dayy we spent it playing on his Xbox360 drinking coke and eating chips. We laughed so hard at the parts where none of us could do and we ended up dying all the time. It was so much fun. Felix was so entertaining and funny. And he looked so handsome when he laughed. He hadn't talked about Marzia since our skype call. I think he's getting over her. That's good. He shouldn't be sad over a girl. There are plenty of fish in the sea for him. I'm glad he's happy.

'Cause when he is happy...

I'm happy too...

---Felix POV---

Ugh.

I hate Bloody Trapland.

It's the worst game EVER made.

It's even worse than Cat Mario, if that's possible.

I always lose! It's just not fair!

Ryan is good at it though. Everytime we play together he beats the crap out of me.

"That's it! I'm outta here!" I shouted with anger. This game sure knows how to fill you with rage, I thought. Ryan laughed loudly.

"Come on Felix it's just a game!"

"Easy for you to say! You always win!"

"So that's your problem? That you can't beat  me? Pathetic!" Ryan teased me.

My cheeks turned red. How dare he call me pathetic!

"I'm leaving" I sighed annoyed. I know he was just teasing me but I was too furious and proud to admit that he was right.

Ryan smirked." You're acting like a kid, Felix" he said.

You're acting like a kid....

This is exactly was Marzia used to tell me.

Marzia.

It had been a while since I last thought of her. I felt my eyes getting wet as memories of her ran through my mind. My heart was still shattered in pieces. How could she do this to me? How could she leave me like that?

"Don't tell me you're gonna cry now!" Ryan teased me. Somehow, this didn't make me feel any better. It made me feel worse. And the fact that I was embarassing myself by crying like a little girl in front of my best friend didn't help at all.Tears were now running down my face.Great Felix. (note the sarcasm)

"Hey, seriously, you're gonna cry over a stupid game dude?" he said, being serious now.

"Shut up with that stupid game already!" I yelled at him. Ryan looked at me surprised. Oh man, he didn't deserve that. I...I didn't want to talk to him like this b-but..I was angry and I...

I missed Marzia. A lot.

"Okay, friend I'll shut up" Ryan said quietly and looked at his feet. He looked hurt. I should apologise and tell him he did nothing wrong and that I was sorry ...But he was the one teasing me. He deserved it

No he didn't. Stop being selfish Felix.

Yes he did.

No he didn't.

Ugh, I don't even know anymore.

"I'd better go" Ryan said nervously and got up.

"Go where?" I asked quietly. He had nowhere to go. He didn't know the city. I was really ashamed for treating him like that."It's late at night and you don't know the town" I added not even having the guts to look at him.

He smirked."You obviously need some alone time" Ryan said. He was too good.

But, I didn't want to be alone.

"I'm tired of being alone, Ryan" I said in such a quiet voice I wasn't sure if he had heard me or not.

"It's okay bro" he whispered and suddenly, I felt his arm tightly wrapped around my waist.

It would felt kind of awkward, but I really needed this hug. Ryan was so good and caring with me. I started crying loudly.

"Sheesh, Felix, everything's gonna be just fine" he whispered. I sobbed and turned back to hug him. I cried harder on his shoulder.

I was feeling so sad and lonely...

I missed Marzia so much...

But she wasn't with me anymore.

Ryan was.

God, I was feeling so safe and warm in his hands.

Like nothing bad would ever happen to me.

I stepped back and let go off his hug. The whole thing was getting...awkward.

"I think I need some sleep" I said and wiped my tears with the back of my hand.Ryan nodded. I gave him a faint smile and started walking to my room.

"Oh and Ryan..?" I asked

"Yes, Felix?"

"Thank you... for everything" I whispered.

"Don't worry about it Pewdie" he said using my nickname. I went straight to my room. I didn't even bother wearing any pajamas. I lied on my bed and stared at the ceiling, I was so relieved. He had forgiven me.

Ryan was the bestest friend I could ever have.

A/N Hey guys, how is it going? Hope you enjoyed the chapter I made it big for you :) The stoppingaskinghisnameandthensayingthanksforeverything is kind of a cliche right? But hey What Can You Do Huh? ;) I think that was a cute chapter! Let me know what you think on the comments :D 'Till the next chapter don't forget to...

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