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Chapter Two~Damn It Marzia!

---Felix POV---

Three days since Marzia had left.I haven't record a single game for three days.My bros would be so mad.I really don't like dissapointing them.But I'd prefer to not play video games for the time being.I'm not gonna quit Youtube or anything but I just don't feel like playing right now.

I haven't changed the sheets in our-well,mine now- bed. I still smell her perfume through the fabric.It brings me tears to remember all the things we did together.My phone's turned off and I haven't got out of the house since she left me.

I feel so empty without her.

But that's it.

You gotta move on,Felix.You can't stay like this forever.

It's time for a change..maybe...

I've always been scared of changes.I feel frightened for some reason.Nothing's gonna be the same anymore.This is just too much for me,too much for me to handle.Things I don't know and I can't control,will come over me and drown me,that's my deepest and darkest fear.The unknown.

I sighed and got out of the bed.Maybe I should  leave the complicated thoughts for now.

I haven't showered for three days straight now and I had been wearing the same pajamas I was wearing when Marzia left.My hair was messy and my eyes were red.God,I was such a mess...

So,time to move on..?

I grabbed the sheets from the bed and throw them into the washing machine along with my filthy pajamas and hopped into the shower.After it, I wore some clean clothes -grey skinny jeans and a stripped yellow-blue t-shirt(like the Swedish flag,I mentally laughed at this) and my nike shoes. I cleaned the living room and finally done and tired,I took my laptop and sat on the couch.I needed to check my accounts.

Too many bros comments about what happened to me and if I was okay.I smiled.My bros were worried about me.

Then I realised.

They were asking if I was okay after breaking up with Marzia.

How the hell did they...

I instantly went to check Marzia's channel.Yes.There was a video of her talking about our breakup.Wow.It has just been three days and she made it official.I slammed my laptop closed.I was furious.I was sitting here crying and she didn't give a flying fuck!Damn it Marzia!!

I opened the laptop again.Someone was caling me on Skype.

Ryan.

I smiled and answered the call.

"He-how is it goin' Ryan?" I asked happily and brofisted the screen.The guy with the "Sup?" mask from the other side of the computer brofisted the screen.

"He-how is it goin' Felix?"he repeated with a soft voice.

"Good"I answered.Well,I was not good at all,but I didn't wanted him to worry.

He took off his mas,revealing his beautiful face-big green eyes,a few freckles all over his nose and cheeks and brown,hazel hair falling on his eyes in a cute way- "Really..?You good?So you didn't love Marzia after all..?"he said ironically in response to my words.

He was my best friend.Of course he'd be worried."I..loved her Ryan...She didn't" I said and looked down,sad.

"That's not fair,Felix.She did love you"he said calmly.

I looked at him,surprised.

"Then why she left me?" I asked him

He looked sceptical."That,I don't know my friend" he eventually said.

I sighed. "It's okay Ryan.Let's not cry over spilt milk"

"Oh kay"

And we sat there,awkwardly silent,looking at our feet.When we looked up again,we burst into laughter.

"Um...Felix..?" Ruan sked hesitately when we stopped laughing.I could tell him cheeks were bright red.

"What is it man?"

"Do you think...maybe I..I can v-visit you?"he asked.I looked at him surprised.

"But you live in Florida,silly!"I joked and giggled.I stopped laughing when I saw the seriousness in his face.

"You know,Pewds,there is this big thing called airplanes,that allows you to visit the other side of the world fast"he said sarcastically.

Now,it was my time to blush."Damn,I forgot about 'em"I said to cover my embarassment.I was such an idiot soemtimes.He laughed at my silly joke.He was so cute when he laughed.

"So,can I visit you or not?" he asked again,snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Sure,why not..?"I shrugged my shoulders in indiferrence.

"Sweet! I'm gonna pack right away! Oh man, I've always wanted to visit Italy!"he yelled in excitement."See 'ya then,friend"

"See 'ya bro"

We brofisted one more time and then log off.

I needed to get his room ready...

A/N So this was the second chapter of ''Hold Me Tight''! And don't worry bros! We'll get to the smootly parts!
'Till the next chapter...

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