Hold Me Tight-Pewdiecry Fanfiction(PewdiepiexChaoticMonki)♥

Chapter Eight~Shattered In Pieces

---Ryan POV---

I sat on the sand next to Felix. My hair was all messy and dirty from the sand and so did my clothes.

What the fuck had we been doing?

It's not that I'm complaining though.

Ugh Felix is my best friend. How could this happen?

I mean.... I had this little, stupid crush on him ...but... I never expected Felix to kiss me...like he knew about the way I was feeling about him.

God. This was going to be super awkward. Felix was sitting silently on the sand with his knees up to his face and his arms wrapped around his legs. From what I could see behind his knees and hair, his cheeks were bright red. I sat closer to him, trying to make things less awkawrd, laying my back on a big rock.

I hesitantly grabbed his hand and intertwined (please don't laugh at me, I am pretty sure this is not the correct word :P) our fingers together. He looked at me in surprise and I gave him a big smile.

"It's okay, Felix. I... I...it's okay, really" I stuttered " Uh, I guess y-you feel k-kinda lonely ...without M-Marzia around ..." I tried to justify what happened before.

Felix avoided eye contact with me, though our fingers were still tightly locked together.

"I'm sorry Ryan... you're just too good" he said quietly.

I smiled and blushed.

"No worries, Pewdie" I used his nickname, trying to make him feel comfortable. "It was quite enjoyable" I blurted. My blush instantly got darker. Now he will really think I'm a freak! Congratulations Ryan!

"R-Really?" he asked with his eyes locked on mine.

Crap, crap , crap, crap! What am I going to say now?

"I um ... I'mnotgay" I said all in once, taking all the breath out of my lungs.

"Neither am I" he said " But I did enjoyed it"

My heart started racing, as I was looking at him with eyes wide open.Did he just say it? Did he just say ... he like it???

" Then let's do it again" I said and pressed my lips on his. Felix kissed me back, passionately. A moan escaped my lips after some minutes of us kissing and I gasped for air. Felix didn't stop. He put his hand under my shirt he gently caressed my chest, while planting kisses all over my neck.

" F-Felix ..." I moaned in pleasure.

I suddenly heard someone coughing above us " Sorry to interrupt but ehem, this is a public place." Felix got off me and turned around to see who was talking.

A guy with short black hair and tanned skin was standing above us.

"Um..we're s-sorry" I said embarassed.

"Yes, okay but if you wanna fuck, get a room you two" he barked maybe quite agressivelly.

Felix got up and grabbed my hand, forcing me to get up.

"Thanks for the advice" he barked back looking furious and...embarassed...

"You're welcome" he guy said looking at me. I blushed when I noticed he was checking me out.  Felix held me tighter, I think he noticed it too...

"Hey you look cute" the guy said directly at me "Can I have your number?" he smirked, ignoring Felix.

Fuck, this is not going to end up well...

"No you can't! Leave him alone!" Felix shouted at his face" Let's go Ryan" he told me and agressively pulled me closer to him.

I didn't know what to do.