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Chapter Sixteen~ Storytime

--Ryan POV---

After the short trip to the mall, we got back home. That blond girl was totally hitting on Felix, I got really jealous at that moment. Back in the ice cream, they were out of ice cream due to the big amount of costumers, so I went back to tell Felix. I saw that blondie laughing and flirting with him, I swear, I saw red. Well, maybe I shouldn't have hugged him and kissed him like that, because everyone was staring at us like we were some perveted freaks at a circus show, which annoyed me greatly, to say that least.

I sighed and laid on the couch.

"Do you want some tea, Ryan?" Felix asked, taking his shoes off and heading to the kitchen.

"Yes please" I yelled and closed my eyes. I needed to tell Felix. I needed to tell him about my first love. I wanted to share everything with him.

Ten minutes later, we were both sitting in his soft couch, talking and drinking tea.

"Felix.." I started and placed my mug on the wooden coffee table. "I wanna tell you something"

"I'm listening" he took a sip of his tea and I cleared my throat.

"About ... my first love.."

"Oh yeah, I remember you mentioned something at the park." he smiled.

"So.... storytime.." I said and started the story.

---Flashback----

We were sitting at the dining table, me, my mother and my little brother; Nathan, age 13. My older sister wanted us to meet her boyfriend and now, fiance. We were dressed on our formal clothes and by the way, we had never seen my sister's boyfriend again, so we were all very excited and happy. The doorbell rang and my mom rushed to open the door. Nathan and I exchanged nervous smiles as we heard laughs and a mix of voices in the hall.

My mom came in first; then my sister. She was very beautiful in her black dress and her long blond hair running down her shoulders. I got up and hugged her tight. It's been really long since I last saw her.

Sorry for the interruption, but I really don't know what is Cry's sister's name, so I used my imagination :) If you know, please let me know in the comments :D

"Britney!" Nathan said in excitement and hugged her the minute I stepped away from her. A tall man came in the room.

"And this is Adam" Britney showed us the man, smiling widely.

I looked up at the man. He was wearing a light blue shirt, black tie and black pants. He nervously ran his fingers thorugh his short black hair and gave us the most breathtaking smile. I instantly blushed and shake his hand. He felt so warm ....

"I-I'm R-Ryan ..." I stuttered, not even daring to look at his blue eyes.

"Nice to meet you, Ryan ... " It was like the time stopped when he said my name, in his soft voice.

After he shook hands with Nathan, we all sat on the table to eat. I was sitting exactly opposite to him, barely managing to face him. I was silently watching him, the way he cut his pork and the way he held his fork and the way he drank his wine. And his amazing laughter, his smiles. Everytime he laughed, my hear would skip a beat. I blushed everytime he happened to look at me and give me a small smile, he was just perfect.

And I was feeling very guilty for feeling this way for my sister's fiance let alone the fact that I was still so confused with my sexuality. But hell, nobody -girl or boy- had ever made me feel this way before and beside the guilt...I was happy.

Days had passed after our first family meeting with Adam and I couldn't stop thinking of him. He was the first thing for me when I woke up in the morning and the last thing before I fell asleep. I daydreamed of him even in school, at home, everywhere, everyday.

One day, Britney and Adam came to visit us again. I remember I had struggled trying to look nice- like Adam would look at me when he had Britney. But anyways, I wanted to look good, I wanted him to notice me. I remember my heart racing eagerly, as we were waiting for them.

When they came home, Britney went to help mom with the dinner and Nathan was too busy with his homework so it was only Adam and I.

I was very shy at first, but as the minutes passed, Adam made me feel comfortable. He was funny, interesting and smart. We talked a lot about our favorite video games; he really enjoyed them, even though Britney was making a fuss about them, and I was a big gamer myself. We really had a lot in common and had a great time together.

As the days passed, they visited us more often. Adam and I were getting closer and closer each time. I was feeling more guilty than ever for having fallen for my brother -in-law, but I couldn't help. I was in love with him.

One day, Adam and I were sitting on the living room's couch again, all alone, talking about something; I don't really remember now what it was, when he stopped suddenly.

"Ryan ..." he soflty said, with his blue eyes locked on mine. I couldn't help it but blush.

"You know, Ryan ... I never thought I would ever meet a person like you" Adam said,slightly coming closer to me. My heart beats fasten.

"You should know, I love your sister" the minute these words slipped out of his mouth, I felt dissapointement and sadness rushing all over my body. But then, he did something unexpected. Adam grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers together. I looked up at him confused and he leaned closer to my ear.

"But I love you more" he whispered in a husky voice. My eyes widen of surprise and my heart was going to break into thousand tiny pieces.

"But...I...you are my sister's fiance" I managed to say.

"I know ... but I can't help it... I fell for you, Ryan " he smiled; a sad smile "Funny isn't it?" he chuckled. My cheeks were on fire.

"Y-You fell for m-me?" I whispered "But w-we're both guys!"

"I am bisexual, Ryan" he smirked "And I think you like me back, in the way I'm thinking about you, even a teeny tiny piece of you" his hucky voice echoed in my ear.

"W-What makes you think of that?" I asked feeling more embarassed than ever.

"You're always blushing when I'm around and you can't even look at me in the eyes most of the time" he smiled "But don't worry Ryan. There's nothing wrong with it, there's nothing wrong with you. You're an amazing guy, funny interesting and extremely handsome"

My blush deepen in the hearing of these words. He had confessed his love to me and there was no way back now...

A/N Hey hey hey everyoneee!!! Do you like these "flashback" parts? I absolutely love them LOL :p I'm leaving for summer vacation in Friday :( so I won't be able to upload for a loooong time :'( I'll try my best to upload as more as I can before I leave but I promise nothing D:

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