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Chapter Eleven~ Confessions

---Felix POV---

I was very glad Ryan agreed on eating out breakfast with me. We walked to my favourite place, a very beautiful, small cafe, on the top of an old building. We sat down on a table for two in the balcony. The sky was sunny and the temperature just fine - not too cold nor too hot.

I ordered a cup of green tea and pancakes with honey. Ryan was very happy, he was smiling widely all day and was talking in excitement about almost everything. That's what I love about him. He's always so energetic, happy and optimistic, always excited for everything, like a little kid. He ordered a large strawberry milkshake - God, that kid had a passion with strawberries! - and a big breakfast, consisting of French toast, bacon, eggs and baked beans. He also has a big appetite, that's for sure, I thought.

We chit chatted a little bit about the weather, about my family in Sweden and his family in Florida, about our favourite video games and what we were planning on playing next on our Youtube channels.

He's the only person I've ever been so close with.

More than my parents.

Or Marzia.

I was also glad I hadn't think of Marzia for a long time now. I'm so happy I'm getting her over. I'm so happy Ryan's here too. I can't imagine my life without him. The question "Am I falling for him?"  was still in my head. I ignored it .

For once in your life Felix...

Stop trying to have control.

Relax and everything's gonna be ok .

"Ugh, I'm so full" Ryan said rubbing his belly. I laughed "Of course you are, look what you just ate!" I teased him.

He looked down to his feet with a faint smile and red cheeks.

"I'm teasing you" I said and rubbed the top of his head. I paid for our meals despite Ryan's objection and started walking in the city.

"What do you want to do?" I asked him.

Ryan shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know the city"

I got an idea. "I know where we should go" I yelled and grabbed his wrist." Follow me, I wanna show you something"

I started running while pulling Ryan after me.

"This is the place" I said panting. It was a small park, inside another bigger one. You had to climb to stairs and then you could reach this small park - more like a very big balcony. Looking down the railing, you could see the whole bigger park, little shops and far away, you could decern the sea. In the middle of this small park, there was a big fountain, made out of marble, under three large cherry trees with pink blossoms.

"This is ... breathtaking" Ryan said looking away from the railing and admiring the view.

"It's my favourite place. I always like coming here. It's just ... beautiful" I replied and stand next to him.

"With Marzia?" he asked quietly.

"Marzia?" I asked in confusion.

"Did you use to come here with Marzia?" he asked again.

I looked down. "No I didn't" I whispered. Marzia hated this place.

"Oh" was all he said. We stand next to each other quietly watching the view. I needed to do something. To break the silence. Without thinking, I took off my shoes and got in the fountain. I know, I'm such a moron sometimes.

"Felix what the fuck are you doing?" Ryan laughed.

"It's so cool in here, come on, get in!" I said and sat on the marble with my feet in the water.