Paynes Cousin (One Direction Fanfiction)

Walk Away

When I wake up, I sit up and see only Michael, Calum, Nia, Rena, Harry, Louis and Niall passed out in the living room. I sit up and rub my eyes, it is pitch black outside and I wonder why Niall or anybody didn't take me to my room. I check my phone and it's 2am. I stand up and walk towards the kitchen to grab water. I walk back into the living room and jumped when i saw Niall sitting in my spot.

"Kera, can we please talk in our room." He said and I furrowed my eyebrows but nodded I walked behind him up the stairs and we walked into the room. I sat down on the bed and he stood in front of me.

"What is it? Is it serious?" I ask and he nods. "Are you okay?" I grab his hand in mine and study his face

"I think this is over." he bluntly said

"What?" My voice cracking as I dropped his hand. For about 10 seconds there wasn't any sound in the room other then his deep breathing as my eyes scanned his face and stung with tears.

"I think we are over." He spoke. I let out a breath that filled the room "I just think this is doing more bad then good." Those words hit me right in the chest and all air was knocked out of me.

"What the fuck did I do? I didn't know you felt this way about us?" I said, standing up.

"I'm sorry." He said and I couldn't be in this room anymore. I was so pissed, I shoved past him and swung the door open.

"I love you and I thought you loved me back." I said before turning around to look at him in the eyes. "I thought you were different. But hey, its not the first time I was wrong." I laughed and his face fell I was so mad, I slammed the door shut. I couldn't even process what was happening as I stumbled down the hall and my head was spinning. There was no way this was real or could be happening. I Opened the hall bathroom door and closed it, locking it behind me.

When I woke up again, I was laying on the floor of the bathroom. I stood up and looked in the mirror. My eyes and throat hurt and I looked horrible. My eyes were huge and my hair was crazy. I brushed through my hair rubbed my eyes.

I walked out of the room and into me and.. his room. When I opened the door the bed was made and I saw a note on the bed. I picked it up and read it.

'Dear Kera,

Went to the store. Be back in 30 minutes. Please talk to me.

Love,

Your Niall.'

I set the note back down and walked to the dresser. I tugged my clothes off and opened the drawer with my clothes in it. I slide on jean shorts and a white flowy top. I walked into the bathroom and shed a few more tears before I brushed through my hair a little more. I heard the bedroom door open and my stomach plummeted.

"Kera?" I heard his voice and right now it sounded like nails on a chalkboard to me.

"Yeah." My voice was hoarse and it was the first time I had talked today.

"Can we talk?" He asked, leaning into the bathroom. I looked him in the eyes and it was enough to make me burst into tears again, but I refused.

"I feel like there is nothing to say." I said and he closed his eyes.

"There is a lot we need to say." He said and I turned back towards the mirror. "Please." He said and I dropped the brush into the counter and walked into the bedroom, sitting on the end of the bed like last night.