Paynes Cousin (One Direction Fanfiction)

What Have I Done?

-Kera's P.O.V-

Niall and i sat in the floor of the bathroom until about 3am. I had been throwig up due to my hangover. Finally, I stand up. 

"I think we should get some sleep since you have a concert tomorrow." I say, as he stands  up and follows me into my room. I sit down on the bed and he starts walking to the door. "Wait. Stay with me." 

He turns towards with a smile and walks back and climbs into the bed with me. I bury my head into his chest as he draps an arm over my hips. I almost immediatley fall asleep. 

I woke up to an empty bed, again. I sit up and look around, then slipping out of bed to get changed. I decided on black jeans with a white tank top with "grey is the new black" written in black letters. I walk toward the door and into the hall. When i get to the hotel room we all share,i hear voices drifting into the hall. 

MIchael, Calum, Luke, and Ashton sit in the room. They all turn toward me when I open the door. 

"Hey." I say as i walk into the kitchenette, trying to forget what Niall told me about last night.

"Hey." they all sai in unison. 

"Are you mad at us?" Luke asks and i decide to pretend i have no idea what they are talking about.

"What?" I ask, turning around "Why would i be mad?" I say, relief washing over their faces

"Nothing it's just..nothing." Luke says. "So what are you going to do today?"

"Whatever really." I say, eating chip. "What about you guys?" 

"Well the concert." Calum says "But before that, we are planning on sight seeing i guess. Just exploring the town." 

"Oh that sounds fun. Can i come?" I ask, sitting down next to Ashton on the couch.

"Um yeah sure." Ashton says. Why are they being so awkward? Just when i debated leaving, Niall, Liam, Harry, Louis, and Zayn walk into the room. Niall looks at me and his face turns a light pink. They all greet each other. Niall walks straight toward me. 

He sits on the arm rests and dips his head down to my ear. 

"What are you doing in here?" He asks, anger clear in his voice. I roll my eyes at him. 

"They are still my friends." I say "Don't hate me cause I'm hot." I say and his face gets more red. He grabs my hand and pulls me out into the hallway. He pushes my back up against the wall.

"What has gotten into you?" He asks, gripping my wrist.

"I-I" 

"Shutup." He says, pushing me into my room. Once the door closes he turns serious. "What were you doing in there." He says again

"Niall." i say, laughing, "You're not serious." I say, the smile falling from my lips. 

"I am serious Kera." I furrow my eyebrows and my bottom lips falls

"What's wrong with you? You think while you are gone for .25 seconds that we are gonna have a fivesome?" I say and his face turns into pure anger

"Don't even joke about that! I don't know what you would do with them!" He says and now I'm angry

"You don't know with I'll do with them? Are you fucking kidding me!" I say and am immediatley regret how loud i said it, knowing Niall would top it. 

"I don't! You always act all over Ashton!" he basically screams 

"You're genuinly crazy." I scoff at his ridicously assumption

"Am I though? They are basically imagining undressing you!" He says and i know they can hear us through the thin walls. 

"Can you please keep your voice down?" I say, covering my face with my hands. 

"Why? They already told me and I already told them I will beat the shit out of them if they try to pull anything over on you!"

"You're acting like a lunitic!" I say, throwing my hands in the air

"You're acting like a whore." He says in a normal tone. His words hit me like a ton of bricks. I feel my eyes swelling. I can't find anything to say back to him. I close my eyes and cover my face. i hear footsteps walking over to me, i snap my head up before he can get to me 

"Get out." I say, as i feel tearing rolling down my face. He takes another step towards me "Get out Niall." I say again, taking steps back when he take one closer. 

"I didn't mean it." He says as my back hits the wall. I feel more tears falling from his words. His face looks more mad then before, like he is mad i told him to leave

"I mean it Niall, get out or I'm calling Liam in here to take you out." I say, he takes more steps toward me and i almost scream. He grabs my arms and trys to pull me towards me. His face is getting redder by the moment and his lips fall into a frown and he looks furious 

"I didn't mean it!" He says, louder this time and he tightens his grip, twisting my wrists. I let out a small whimper.

"You're hurting me!" I say and he doesn't seemed fazed. He pushed my back against the wall and trys to kiss me. I turn my head and his face falls. His pulls me against him, then back against the wall, harder. "Niall!" i say as i hear my back hit the wall and it hurts 

"I'm sorry!" He says as i cry harder

"You're hurting me!" I say and genuine fear flows through my body. I never thought Niall would physically hurt me, until right now. I don't think he would ever hit me but i don't know anymore. 

One hand cocks behind him and i let out a shriek before his fist connects with the wall next to me. He looks at me 

"You thought i was gonna hit you?" he says in a whisper. I'm too afraid to answer. He finally drops my hands and backs away, pain clear in his eyes. My eyebrows were furrowed and my eyes were wide. 

His breathing slows down for the first time since we entered this room. I feel like running out but im scared. I feel my hands shaking and it feels like i'm going to fall over any minute.

"Say something." He says loudly, making me jump. 

"What am i supposed to say?" I ask and my voice comes out quieter then i hoped. 

"Anything!" He booms and i rub my wrists. I look down and see bruises scattered across them, i gasp silently. I don't know what to do or say, Niall's acting crazy and i think he's going to hurt me again. 

"Are you going to hurt me?" I ask, closing my eyes. He doesn't answer and i squeeze my eyes closed. 

"Of course not baby." He says and tries to walk back to me but i burst into action and run past him and to the door i get it open before his hand connects with the door and shuts it closed again. I close my eyes again. "You thought you could run." He laughs in my ear and i almost burst out crying. 

"You're scaring me." I say and feel him pull me to his chest but i fight him, making him more mad. His breathing picks up and he holds me against him. He rocks us back and forth before letting me go.

I back away and walk to the bed and sit down. I grab my phone and call Liam. 

"Hey." His voice laced with worry. 

"Who are you calling?" Niall asks and rushes over to me

"L-Liam I'm scared Nialls acting weir-" Niall grabs my phone and hangs up, putting my phone into his pocket. There is a knock on the door before it opens and Liam comes in. 

"Hey Kera maybe you should go into the hall while i talk to Niall." He says. I nodd and leave the room, shutting the door

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HEY GUYS

i had this chapter go in another direction but i decided against it and rewrote it for everyone. Have a great Halloween!

~M