Paynes Cousin (One Direction Fanfiction)

No Matter How Much

After we decided who we were going to prank I walked into the bathroom and decided to call Niall. I just really didn't want to jeperadize what we had because we were on our last run and if we really ended for good i would be completely heartbroken.

"Hey love!" His cheery voice rang and I smiled.

"Hey Niall." I said and he laughed, "I wanted to call to see how Ireland is?"

"Oh, it's so good to be home. I missed it here so much, but I wish you could've come. My folks really want to meet you." He said.

"Here is crazy. There are so many people and three bands... it's a little crowded. But everyone is amazing and not one of them is annoying." I said

"Yeah, speaking of bands, how do you like Hey Violet?"

"Oh my goodness I love them! I love having girls here! Casey is really nice too. Have you been swarmed by fans?"

"Yes actually. There are fans outside my house right now as we speak."

"Well be nice to them. They are homeowners."

"Yes! Well I hope you're having an amazing time, but my mother is calling me down for lunch, so I got to go. I can't wait to see you." He paused. "And I love you so much."

"I love you too, Niall." I said, hanging up the phone. I came out of the bathroom and joined back into the party.

Nia walked up to Calum and was being very flirtatious. He didn't seem to mind but Luke looked really confused, and it was a bit funny.

"Come over here Kera." Nia said, winking at me because I was supposed to flirt with Luke. i walked over and joined the conversation with the three of them. Nia kept putting me hand on Calum's shoulder when he said something funny. I was awkwardly standing there because I didn't really know how to flirt. Niall was the one who made the move with me, so I wasn't sure how I was supposed to seduce Luke and Ashton.

"Calum do you work out?" She asked, batting her eyes and i had to hold back a laugh, Luke looked at me with a questioning look, and I smiled, leaning into him a little bit.

"I missed you." I said, which was true, but I was trying to be cute.

"I missed you too." He said and I kept looking up at him, tilting my head a little bit. I broke the eye contact and saw Calum still talking to Nia who was now feeling Calums' bicep. She was really good at this.

"Do you want drink?" Luke asked and I nodded.

"Yeah, I will come with you." I followed him into the kitchen and sat on the counter.

"So Nia..." He said and I rolled my eyes. "Calum seems to dig her."

"Yeah they were being... different." I said and he smiled, sitting down next to me.

"It was boring after you left." He said out of no where. "The tour I mean. We all really missed you. I'm sorry I fucked it all up." He said and I looked to my side. I felt horrible that I was dragged into this stupid dare.

"It's okay." i said, debating what if i should say it or not. "I wouldn't take it back." I said and his head snapped toward me. I felt horrible.

"You wouldn't take what back?" He asked and I took a deep breath.

"The kiss... I wouldn't take it back." I said and I jumped off the counter. "It was good." I said, walking toward the door, but Luke caught my hand.

"What?" He said, furrowing his eyebrows. "You don't mean that, I know it." He said and i shrugged. "You and Niall..."

"I know... but if he didn't find out..." I said and my heart was hurting, I hated this so much.

"You would've done it again?"

"Yeah, but we would have to be more careful this time." I said, looking down at my feet, trying to not look sad.

"Kera..." He said, stepping closer. "I don't know what's happening with Niall right now, or maybe you're still drunk from last night, but what happened then can't happen again." He said and i looked up at him. "No matter how much i want it to."

"Okay." I said. then he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me, which caught me off guard. I hugged him tight because I was so glad he didn't say yes.

After he left me go, he grabbed a drink and left and I just stood in the kitchen, really wanting to tell him why I did that. I couldn't do it to Ashton too... this dare was so stupid.
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Hey guys! I was away all week and had no wifi so i couldnt update but i have been writing so i have another chapter lined up to be published haha

hope your summers been great!
bye me bbs
~M