Paynes Cousin (One Direction Fanfiction)

New Songs

"Who wants to hear some songs we are working on?" Louis said, pulling up his laptop.

"From the new album?" I said, sitting next to him because I really really wanted to hear their new stuff.

"Yeah, and if i were you, I would be excited. Niall wrote like half the album for you." He said and I blushed

"Sure but seriously i want to hear it." I said and he played a song. The songs was kinda fast paced and i liked it, but it was only the chorus

'everybody wanna steal my girl, everybody wanna take her heart away.
couple billion in the whole wide world, find another one cause she belongs to me.'

I cracked up when I heard the lyrics because i think i know who wrote that one.

"Yeah as you can hear, deffinatley written by Niall." Liam said and everyone laughed. The next song started and I like it too

'Waking up beside you I'm a loaded gun, i can't contain this anymore, Im all yours i got no control, no control.
powerless and i don't care its obvious i just can't get enough of you the peddles down my eyes are closed, no control."

"Damn that one is really good." Kaylee said and I agreed.

"This next one is one of our favorites." Louis said, starting the song. As soon as I heard the chords my breath hitched, it was the song Niall sang to me a while back.

'I have loved you since I was 18. Long before we both thought the same things, to be loved and to be in love.
All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you, oh oh oh.
And i wanna love like you made me feel, when I was 18."

I had no words and Louis looked at me and smiled.

"Like it?"

"Loved it." I said and he nodded. "A lot." I said and he shut his laptop.

"So 5SOS, bust out those new songs how bout it?" He said and Michael grabbed his laptop.

"Okay this is Everything I didn't say, by Luke and Cal." He said and I listened

'Taking every breath, with all the mistakes I made, from all the letters that I saved, This is everything i didn't say
I wish we could've made you stay, but I'm the only one to blame, I know that it's a little too late but this is everything I didn't say.'

'You were mine for a night, I was out of my mind, you were mine for a night, I don't know how to say goodbye.
Making your plans in hotel floor that night, thought i had you in the palm of my hand that night
crying at the top of your lungs till a chests felt tight, I told myself it was never gonna be alright.'

'When i close my eyes and try to sleep, I fall apart and fighting hard to breathe, you're the reason, the only reason.
even thought my dizzy head is numb, I hate that my heart won't give up, you're the reason, the only reason.'

"Yeah those are three new songs." Michael smiled and it felt like the air got thick. Some of those lyrics felt too familiar and I couldn't think about any of them being about me. Luke would never do that.. I hope.

I got up from my chair once everyone started talking again, but i was so red I am sure Calum could tell. He got up and followed me. I walked down the hall and into my room, but Calum walked in right before I shut the door.

"Are you okay?" He asked and I shook my head Yes but he didn't believe me. "What's wrong?"

"Who wrote those songs?" I asked cry rudely.

"Luke but-"

"Unbelievable." I said and huffed out air.

"Okay yes, he wrote a song or two about you." He said, " But that doesn't even matter. Know one will know."

"I will!" I said, "How could you let him get those on the album?"

"I'm sorry, but they were good."

"Why can't he just get over me?" I said and I knew it sounded rude. "He shouldn't be sitting around waiting for me to hurt him."

"I know but he does." He said and I sat on the end of the bed.

"I just want you guys to go back to just being my friends so I can focus on having fun." I said and Calum agreed.

"I'm sorry he wrote songs for you." He said. "But he wrote more then three." I whipped my head towards him. "He wrote 5, including those 3." He said and I dropped my head.

"If Niall listens to the lyrics he will know somethings up." I said and Calum agreed again.

"It wasn't a solid plan." He said and I scoffed.

"Okay, go back out there, I will wait 5 minutes."

"What is this, High School when you snuck to the bathroom with your friend?"

"Shut up and go." I said, shoving his out the door, and shutting it back.

I looked around the room and walked to the window. I looked out at all the trees. I looked out a shed he had in the back with a green light attached to it, then i heard the music from downstairs and something clicked.

*flashback*

"Where exactly are we going?" I asked Hallie, who was driving.

"This crazy fun party, you'll fucking love it." Kaylee said and I laughed. I looked at all the huge trees lining the little windy road we were on. us 6 were pilled in Hallies car on a way to some party or rave that Cece suggested.

We stopped when we pulled un to a cabin. It said Kahn across the side of the wooden house that i thought was a little too big to be hidden away in these woods.

"Jason Kahn's party? How did you get us in here?" Skylar said, looking at all the people.

"I have connections." Cece smiled. Me, Kaylee, Cece, Skylar, Hallie and Lilly all climbed out of the car and walked up to the big house. On my way in I saw Keith Black standing with Logan. I remembered the night i kissed Logan, two years ago.. well almost three. Logan saw me and started walking towards me.

*End Flashback*

"What the fuck?" I said, just now remembering that night that I tried so hard to remember but couldn't until now.

"Are you okay?" Nia said, making me whip around. She standing in the doorway.

"Oh um..." i said, turning and getting one last glance at the shed before walking towards her. "Yeah completely okay." i smiled and walked past her and down the hallway.
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hey guys! yeah so kera is remembering parts of a night during the summer... wonder what she uncovers

~M