Paynes Cousin (One Direction Fanfiction)

Temparary Goodbye

Me, Calum, and Luke pulled up to the hotel and i got out as quick as i could. There were fans and stuff but i honestly just wanted to be alone. Some waved and tried to ask for pictures as i hurried by, i said sorry not right now and finally got inside.

I didn't bother to take the elevator, and went to the stairs. I pulled off my shoes and ran up the stairs. I got to our floor and everything was quiet. As i walked by Liam's room i heard Luke's voice and i knew he was telling Liam.

I reached my room and opened the door with my card. I dropped my shit on the floor and my knees got weak as my lip quivered. Finally being alone, i broke down. I slide down the doors and hugged my knees, crying so hard, but trying to be as silent as possible. I couldn't stop crying and my phone was blowing up, but the tears wouldn't stop.

I knew i cheated first and i had no room to be mad at him, but it still felt like i was being stabbed. I finally stopped and lifted my head. My makeup was smeared all over my thighs. I slowly stood up and grabbed my phone, scanning over all the 52 messages Niall had sent me.

I walked to my bed, when there was a knock on the door. I turned to the door and knew it was Niall. The door opened and Liam walked in. He saw me and his face fell.

"Kera.."

"It's nothing Liam, i deserved it." I said, wiping under my eyes, knowing makeup was everywhere.

"You don't deserve this. I know you think this is karma, but it still doesn't justify it." He said, walking towards me, wrapping his arms around my neck, and mine around his body.

He rocked us back and forth as i fought to stop myself from crying and getting makeup of his shirt. He finally let go and looked down at me, kissing my forehead.

"Know come to my room." He said and walked toward the door opening it. Standing in the doorway, was Niall. His eyebrows were furrowed and he looked worried. I felt embarrassed because I looked like a crazy lady.

"I-"

"Not tonight." Liam said in the most pissed off tone ever. He shoved Niall out of the way and pulled me into the hallway and into his room.

I woke up the next morning Liam was cuddling with me and it was really comforting. I slowly climbed out of the bed and into the bathroom. I wiped under my eyes and splashed some water on my face and wiped it with a rag. I brushed out my hair and shook it out. I walked out of the bathroom and into the hotel room, and out into the hallway. No one was in the hallway, so i hurried into my hotel. But as i tried to close the door, someone pushed it open, Niall. I stood still as he entered the room and closed the door.

"Kera... please let me explain." I stood still and my throat felt like it was closing up. "I was so wasted. I had no idea what was happening. I wasn't thinking straight and this girl was there and she was all over me and i was denying her and then i got super drunk and she took advantage of it and made out with me. The second i saw you i came back and knew what was happening. And i was so mad at myself.. thats why i was a little rude last night. Okay not a little, really rude. And i got a car immediately after you left. I couldn't sleep last night and I'm so sorry.."

When he finished talking i still stood silently.

"Can you please say something? Anything? Anything at all i feel horr-"

"Okay." I said

"Okay what?" He said, fear sparking up in his eyes.

"Okay. It's okay. We are even." I said and he sighed out. "But this is it. Our last chance."

"I know and we won't be that couple. We will work. Everything will be better and fine... i promise."

"Okay... now let me sleep some more." I said and he nodded, and was about to turn around when he grabbed my hand. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine. They felt soft and like home. I knew i was in deep and couldn't let Niall go. We kept going back and forth and i knew we couldn't keep doing it. "I think i should go home." I said and his face turned to confusion.

"What? Why?" He said

"Because all this time we are spending together isn't good for us. I love being here but... this is so much and it's so hard. I'm not saying i need to leave today... but in the next 5 days i should." I said, feeling the sadness wash over me.

"Do you really think that will help?" He asked and i nodded, he grabbed my hands in his. "Then i think you should too. I will be home as soon as i can."

-3 days later-

Liam had booked me a flight from Dallas back home. I didn't want to leave, but i knew i needed to.

I was walking through security with Niall by my side. I was holding in tears because i knew this was a temporary goodbye... hopefully. We walked to my terminal and people were boarding the plane. I turned to Niall and he looked sad.

"I'll see you in 2 months... that's not too long... when summers over you'll be back." I said and he nodded, my lip was trembling. "It will be soon."

"I'll be back so soon, Kera." He said, wrapping his arms around me. I buried my face in his chest and tears slipped down my face. "I don't want to go... I'll miss you too much." He let go of me and i smiled up at him

"We can skype?" He laughed, leaning down and kissing me hard. "Now i got to go." I said, turning and walking towards the door. I turned around and waved at him. He waved back and it took everything to keep moving, and i did. I turned around and boarded my plane home.

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HEY GUYS HAHAH I LOVE YOU ALL AND THIS ISN'T THE LAST OF THEM

i will have like 2 chapters of them being seperated and thats it... i can't stand them being apart lol
i might update again tomorrow because i can't all week... ILL BE IN NEW YORK AND DC HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH YAYAYAYA

I LOVE YOU ALL AND GOODNIGHT
~M