Dr. Emmett Cullen: Lost in Love

Chapter 14

A/N: I don't twilight or any of the characters I just like to play with them for my own twisted fun. Hope you enjoy my story. I also don't own the rights to the lifehouse song broken but I own a copy of the CD that it is on and it severely influenced this chapter. Hope you like it. Review and let me know.

Chapter 14

EPOV

“Hey Bro, join me and Jasper at Kelly's bar for drinks. Its fight night, live entertainment and .50 cent beers all night long.”

“I don't know Edward. I just don't know.”

“Look baby brother, we all miss Amber, but if she loves you like I think she does, she'll be back. She just needs to work thru this pain. I don't know if you know this but me and Bella separated when Nessie died after we moved to Florida. That had to be the toughest time of my life but she, we had to deal with the pain our own way. So get your lazy ass cleaned up. We will be there in an hour. If your not ready we'll drag your nappy ass in your underwear anyways.” with that he hung up and I had no choice but to get ready. While I was in the shower Jasper had sent me a text

don't worry dude we wont let any whores near ya Legally your still hitched

I couldn't help but laugh.

We arrived at Kelly's around and the place was jumping from the energy of the all the fight fans. We picked a spot close to the big screen and ordered our budweisers and hot wings. It actually felt good to hang out with the guys again> I was laughing and having a good time, well on the outside anyways it hurt like hell that Amber had left again but things would come in time. We decided to stay a little later. Edward and Jasper got permission from the ladies while I excused myself to go to the restroom. When I walked out the guys were strangely quiet.

“What's up guys? Did you see a ghost or something?”About the time they pointed to the stage I heard the most beautiful and soulful voice I had heard in a long time and it was singing Broken by Life house. I turned and there was my Amber up on the stage with tears in her eyes, singing

The broken clock is a comfort

it lets me sleep tonight

maybe it can stop tomorrow

from stealing all my time

I am still here waiting

I still have my doubts

I am damaged at best

like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart

I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart

that's still beating

in the pain

there is healing

in your name

I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on,I'm holdin on

Barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning

You got inside my head

Tried my best to be guarded

I'm an open book instead

I still see your reflection

inside my eyes

That are looking for purpose

Their still looking for life

Im falling apart

I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart

that's still beating

in the pain

is there healing

in your name

I find meaning

So I'm holding on, (I'm still holdin' on),I'm holdin on,

barely holdin on to you

Hanging on another day

just to see what you will throw my way

and I'm hanging on to the words you say

cause you said that I, I will be ok

Broken lights on the freeway

Left me here alone

I may have lost my way now

But I haven't forgotten my way home

Im falling apart

I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart

that's still beating

in the pain

is there healing

in your name

I find meaning

So I'm holding on, (I'm still holdin' on),I'm holdin on,

barely holdin on to you

I pushed my way to the front of the stage all the while Edward and Jasper was trying to get my attention and keep me in my place. I could see her pain and I really wanted to make it go away. Especially when she said the words about “you said that I would be ok” When she was done she ran off the stage and out the door. I follwed her and grabbed her hand and pulled her to my chest.

“Amber please.” She was shaking and I could feel the tears start to dampen my shirt.

“I'm sorry Emmett. I thought I could leave and it would all be ok, The pain would go away. I need you . I can't live without you.” She said between sobs.

“You don't have to live without me. It will be ok. I promise.”

She looked up at me tears still rolling down her cheeks. I wiped them away with my thumbs. I kissed her eyes and her lips.

“Are you sure I'll be ok?”

“Yes, Love you have me.”