I Love Him, But I'm Off Limits (All Time Low fan fic <3)

chapter 8

wellll here it is! chapter 8 :) i have chapter 9 and most of chapter 10 written already i just gotta edit them soooo maybe later tonight, or sometime tomorrow for the next update? thats the plan right now anyways :) annnyways heres chapter 8!! VOTE COMMENT AND FAN PLEASE!!! i really would love it if you did. it gives me motivation to keep writing :)

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Well this sucks! I seriously thought that since things had been so God awful the last few months that maybe life would get better. I guess not. Maybe I'm just not meant for happiness; I mean look at my life right now. My ex-boyfriend of 2 years cheated on me with the school whore causing my heart to shatter and also causing me to start cutting. Jack found out about me cutting and told my family who got me help even when I didn't want it. I'm now with Jack and I can't even tell my own brother for fear that I'll be murdered. And now Patrick decides to go and make things more complicated by blackmailing me into doing something. When will life start to get better? I don't know how much longer I can go on like this.

"Well I guess I gotta go call him don't I?" I asked Jack.

"What? You don't have to call him. Not alone anyways." he said puzzled.

"You saw the text Jack, he'll tell Alex if I don't." I said hoping he'd realize that theres nothing I can do.

"Maybe he's kidding." he suggested.

"He doesn't kid like that. He's being legit serious, I either have to call him and see what he wants, or we have to tell Alex. Theres not an easy way out of this. Not this time." I said and began to get up and go outside to call Patrick before we started on the road again.

"Well then maybe we should tell him. That would solve this, and we wouldn't have to lie anymore" he said. I knew how badly he wanted to tell Alex about us, but there wasn't gonna an easy way to do that. He'd be pissed.

"You know exactly why we can't do that, he'd be so pissed it wouldn't even be funny. He wouldn't talk to either of us for God knows how long. He's my brother, I don't want him to hate me. And I know you don't want that either."

"Well what's talking to Patrick gonna do? You know exactly what he wants. He wants you back, and if I can see that I know that you can. He'll do whatever it takes, meaning he'll probably tell Alex anyways. It's better if he finds out from us than from someone he hates for hurting you."

I sighed. He had a good point, but I couldn't bring myself to tell Alex. I couldn't have him hate me. "Let me just call him and see what he says and well go from there okay?"

"Skye please don't do anything stupid." he pleaded.

"I'm not. I'm just gonna talk to him. Nothing more okay, it'll be -"

"Who are you gonna talk to?" Zack said walking over to us.

"She's going to talk to Patrick cause she's being an idiot-"

"Shut up! I'm not being an idiot!" I said. I wasn't being an idiot, I was thinking logically.

"Why in the sane hell would you wanna do that? Have you lost it?" Zack asked.

I sighed and pulled out my phone to show him the text Patrick had sent me.

"Holy shit! So he's blackmailing you?" he said after reading the text and handing my phone back.

"Basically." Jack said.

"Not if I don't let him he's not." I said and walked towards the door of the bus.

I was kind of surprised they let me go that easily. Usually it would've gone something like 'Skye stop being stupid and get back here' or something to that effect. I guess they're finally getting that I'm a big girl and can take care of myself. I reached the picnic table I was starting to become too familiar with and pulled put my phone and just stared at it. Could I really do this? Could I really call the guy who broke my heart and hear his lies about wanting me back? I guess only time would tell.