I Love Him, But I'm Off Limits (All Time Low fan fic <3)

chapter 9

sooo heres chapter 9 :) i already have chapter 10 written and all i just have to edit it annnd then i can post it!! maybe tonight if your lucky and i dont get lazy or have laundry to do.... most likely the latter sadly :/ BUT i will try :)

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I sat there for minute just staring off into space. I had never noticed how beautiful this place was even if it was only a picnic table. If you looked far enough to the distance you could see a lake and a whole bunch of trees. Why hadn't I noticed that before? Oh right cause each time I came here I was too upset to notice anything.

What am I gonna do? I just pissed Patrick off royally so now he'll probably tell Alex about me and Jack which will end in our deaths. Maybe Jack was right and we should've just told him. Ugh why am I so stupid? Of course he was right! He's always right!

Alex is gonna be so mad though, and what will mom and dad think? They definitely won't see this one coming; I go on tour to get my mind off of an ass hole ex-boyfriend and come home with a new one who just so happens to be my brother's best friend. Yeah cause that's something everyone's daughter does.

I didn't even notice that I had started walking towards the trees and lake because I was so lost in thought. It really is beautiful here, the trees canopy perfectly over the lake and it looks like there's a meadow over to the side. I really wished I had known about this place, I would've been here all the time. I sat down on a log by the lake and stared at my reflection while I mindlessly played with a tree branch on the ground. Too bad we were leaving soon for Vegas, I really want to stay here for awhile.

My phone buzzed scaring me out of my thoughts. I pulled it out of my pocket and prayed that it wasn't Patrick again.

It wasn't, it was Jack.

Jacky!:D: hey where are u? I looked by the picnic table but you wernt there :( , we have to leave.

I smiled a little bit and replied:

Me: I'm out by the lake that's a little ways from the picnic table. I'll be there in a minute, wait for me?

Jacky!:D: of course :)

I smiled again and went off to find him to tell him that we have to tell Alex before Patrick does or were screwed even more so than we are now.

When I reached him he was laying on top of the picnic table like the stupidhead that he was; but hey! He's my stupidhead. I grinned as I approached him and sat down on the bench that was connected to the table part. He sat up instantly and moved to sit by me.

"So how'd it go with Patrick?" he asked. I could tell that it was bothering him to death not knowing.

"It could've gone better I guess." I said and put my head down and sighed. "You were right. We should've just told him from the start of this, maybe we would've gotten lucky and he wouldn't have cared." I said almost in a whisper.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"I pissed Patrick off so he's probably gonna tell Alex now." I said looking at his profile while he stared off into space.

"So were basically screwed now aren't we?" he paused and looked up at the sky. "Alex is gonna hate us."

"Yep he is. But wasn't he anyways no matter how we did this? The way I look at it, there was no easy way to do this, and there's not gonna be-"

"What do you mean there's not gonna be? After he finds out and gets over it everything will be fine." he said looking back at me now.

"No it won't be. We lost his trust by not telling him. He's not just gonna get over it like he usually does. He's gonna be pissed beyond belief." I explained.

"Well maybe if we tell him before Patrick does he won't be as mad?" he said hopeful I guess.

"I doubt it, but I guess it's worth a shot. He's gonna be mad either way, so we might as well do it ourselves." I said and kicked a rock below my feet.

"Well then I guess we better go get to it. We gotta go back anyways, were leaving in about 30 minutes."

I sighed as I prepared to meet my death. "I guess we better." I said.

Jack stood up, turned towards me, grabbed my hands and pulled me off the bench into a hug. It felt right hugging him. Like nothing could hurt us if we were together. I never wanted to leave his arms. Sadly he pulled away and looked at me for a minute before saying, "it's gonna be okay, no matter what happens when we tell Alex, it's gonna be okay in the end."

I really hoped he was right. He started to walk away towards the bus, but I pulled him back towards me and kissed him. It still felt perfect being with him. Our lips moved so perfectly in sync with each other, it was like magic. He pulled away and hugged me again sensing my worry about telling my brother.

"Let's get back to the bus before they flip and think I can't find you or something." Jack said releasing me from the hug.

"When are we gonna tell him?" I asked nervously.

"I guess when we get back." he said just as nervous as me.

"Great." I said sarcastically.

He laughed at me and grabbed my hand and started pulling me towards the bus. Hopefully he was right and this would end as bad as I thought it was going to. Hopefully Patrick hadn't already called Alex and told him. Hopefully my brother wouldn't hate my guts.