Drama, Love, and Superman (A One Direction love story)

Chapter 30

-3 months later-

Louis' POV

I've been getting better...I'm still really beat up about the whole thing but all of us are working on being okay again.

I walk over to my dresser and pull out the letter I've read a million times already.

Louis,

Well...this is it I guess...I'm giving up tonight. I don't want to have to live like this anymore, I'm going to have to go eventually and I don't want my last days to be in suffering. I'm going to tell them to cut off life support...I know we never got to say good bye but this is my good bye. Please don't be angry with me, don't be angry at yourself either, it's not your fault. I just want to say that these last few years we've known each other have been the best years of my life, you mean the world to me Louis. I'm not sure if you'll miss me or how long you'll be hurting but I love you, know that. I'll miss you...If that's possible. You were basically my world. Without you in my life I don't know what I would've done. I give you permission, though, to fall in love again. Find someone to love you as much as I loved you. Also, you to love someone as much as you loved me. Just do me one favor...don't forget me. I know that eventually I won't be important anymore and I'll just be a little memory in the back of your mind but never fully forget me...I don't want to be forgotten. Again, please don't be angry with yourself, none of this is your fault, it's my decision. I love you to the moon and back, you know that. We've had so many beautiful memories and I hope you never forget them. Remember, don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. I didn't make that up I got it from the internet but I feel as if it applied here...I'm writing this so you have something from me. If you throw this away after the first time you read it that's okay, or if you throw it away before you even read it that's okay too. Just know I love you, so much. To be honest I love you so much it hurts, it hurts because I never get to kiss you again, or hear the words I love you come out of your mouth, we can never have a flour fight again, we can never go on a honey moon to somewhere exotic. We can never go back to the field and have a deep talk and I can never hear you sing to me in your beautiful voice. I love you Louis. I think I've said that a lot but it's because it’s true, I love you. Good bye Louis. Also, I left you my copy of my favorite book on my side table, The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. If you want to read it go ahead, I think you'll enjoy it, I did. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

I

Love

You

Louis

William

Tomlinson

Forever

And

Always.

-Maci Tomlinson xx

I folded up the letter and wiped the tears away and took a deep breath and picked up the copy of the book she left me. I had read and reread it five times already and every time I cry.

I miss you Maci...

I miss you so much.

Harry's POV

I have been talking to Brice a lot recently and college is going good, she's still dating Jack...I guess she just doesn't feel the way I do. She's coming back today actually; I'm at the airport waiting for her to walk through the gates because I really want to crush her in a massive hug. I see her walking towards me but I notice that she's also holding a hand with Jack...why is Jack in London right now? Since when was he coming with her? Was I not notified because I don't remember her ever saying he was coming with her?