Anonymous//[l.h]

Chapter12

So, maybe i'll sing Amnesia?

"Huh, aku harus mengirim pesan pada Cal"

○Cal? Aku akan menyanyikan lagu berjudul Amnesia

●wow, itu lagu buatan Luke bukan?

○how do you know?

●haha we wrote it together, itu lagu untuk mantan kekasih Luke

○mantan Luke?

●yea, Aleisha, anak kelas biologi, by the way Clare kau sudah sepakat untuk lagu itu?

○yea, apakah aku di perbolehkan menyanyikan lagu itu?

●he gives it to u right?

○iyaaa

●so then yes you could

Luke... kalau aku menyanyikan ini di hadapan umum sekolah, di hadapanmu, dan di hadapan mantanmu, salahkah aku yang sudah mencampakanmu menyanyikan lagumu yang bahkan bukan untuk diriku?.... i'm sorry Luke

#SkipSolo-Stage
Before Summer Concert

"Clare kau sudah siap?" Ucap Mrs.Annie padaku, kami berada di belakang panggung aula, aku dapat merasakan kerumunan murid sudah memenuhi tempat duduk di depan stage, jantungku berdegup sangat kencang karena mendengar suara decitan microphone yang sedang di test

"bagaimana tampilan street dance barusan? Sekarang kita akan menampil penyanyi solo terakhir dan terbaik kami dan ia adalah si penyanyi paling cantik di sekolah? Wow siapa ya?....mari kita sambut Clarene Diana!!" Sambutan Mrs.Annie membuatku semakin gugup, aku menghela nafas panjang

"Ayo Clarene! Kau pasti bisa!" Aku melangkahkan kaki ku di atas panggung dimana aku dapat melihat semua orang berteriak senang melihat kedatanganku, dan aku dapat melihat Luke di front row....god please

"Ehm. Selamat pagi semuanya, namaku Clarene Diana, aku dari kelas XII-Rhytm, aku disini akan menyanyikan sebuah lagu yang di tulis oleh temanku... sahabatku, judulnya.... Amnesia" aku mulai memainkan instrumen gitarku perlahan

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?